I'm into hot sexual lovemaking with black men and have loved it for awhile. I'm married, but have had a lot of secret relationships with black men because I love the way they fuck me. It's much more arousing than when I'm with a white man including my ex-husband and my present husband. I've come to terms with the fact that I'm addicted to black men fucking me. I cheat alone with them at motels, sometimes after work. I don't telll my husband anything and I know he would not like it. I have to have black dicks in me. I live as a housewife, but have for years considered myself a whore. I love being a black cock whore more than the risk of getting caught. It's a strong desire I have and love anything to do with interracail sex. Being a whore turns me on everyday. I look and flirt with black men all the time and wonder what their cocks look like in their pants when I see a guy. But, having a black man's cum all over my face and tits or filling my mouth has always made me very excited and aroused. I love being a black cock whore and servicing their big dicks and licking those big balls. I can't get enough sometimes. At this point in my life I'm pretty much addicted to any dark black cock. I love sucking them and feeling them in my hand when I'm stroking them. One thing that really turned me on to black men besides their big dicks was when I was really young and liked their strong sexy bodies, shoulders and muscular asses. But, I also liked to be fucked by big dominant bulls after I had been with a few black men. I liked older black guys that were a little on the heavy and stocky side, but with a really big cock. Makes me so horny. And looks don't matter to me. I just love their cocks. I love them fucking me hard in my pussy and ass because black guys have a really nice way of pounding me hard and deep. I became turned on very young to hardcore interracial sex in every way. I learned to enjoy sex and in the beginning with my first few older men I liked them being slightly rough with me and feeling me up. I love getting felt up by black men. I still love it. I've also always loved it when black men fuck me in the ass as much as my cunt. Anal sex is my favorite way to get fucked. I love being fucked in the ass rough like I was being raped by a group. My fantasy sometimes is me going to meet a black guy for a drink. And he takes me in his van to a motel to have sex with him. Then when I show up and open the door of the room all these black dominant men are there. They start taking my clothes off and grab me by the hair, slap my face repeatedly and call me a whore. Then they push me to the floor on my hands and elbows and put a collar on me. Then they all take turns fucking me in the ass really rough and fuck me bareback and use me like a sex slave before all cumming in my asshole. And, they make me lick all their assholes until they're satisfied. That's always been a fantasy with black males. And having sex with multiple black men is what turns me on more than anything. Ever since my first time at 17 in high school I've liked it done to me. I was pretty much of a natural with anal. It never really hurt the first time. It actually felt very good. I've been doing anal since I was in high school. I had one boyfriend when I was 15 that I fooled around with and I sucked his cock and swallowed his cum. He was white and it was just okay. I never really was completely turned on. I dated oly two white guys. But, I met my first black boyfriend right after that. He was one of the football players on our high school team. His name was Marcus and he had a nice body and I became very attracted to him. He was attracted to me also according to my friend Jennifer who dated black guys a lot. Marcus told her he was interested in me. I told Jen the feeling was mutual and he pursued me and finally got me to go on a date with him. I had never dated a black guy before. But, the thought of it was something I was curious about and I got turned on by the whole taboo of it actually. So, he asked me out and I said yes. The atmosphere between us was so filled with mutual sexual attraction that we ended up going somewhere quiet to talk in his car. We started kissing, touching each other. He had a nice body and chest. I kissed him very erotically and that turned him on. I wanted him to feel me up and I didn't stop when he started putting his hand on one of my tits. We still had clothes on, but it was a turn on. I put my hand on the front of his pants after making my way slowly down from his chest to his stomach and then rubbing his cock over his zipper trying to make him really aroused. It didn't take much before he was hard. He had a really big dick and I just rubbed it and slid my hand up and down the length of what I could feel while we kept kissing. He was getting harder and more excited. I was excited too. I really wanted to see what his cock looked like because that was one of the things that I was always curious about. I told my friend Jennifer I wanted to see his cock. Jennifer had showed me some dirty pictures from a swinger magazine she found in her mother's closet in a pile hidden away. So we looked at them all the time when I went to her house.  They were all interracial swing magazine's that her mother had collected. Jen's mother was divorced and dated black men after her father left. Her mother cheated on Jen's father with black men and was found out. After that happened, Jennifer got used to seeing her mother's black boyfriends being around the house a lot. I figured thhat it was probably why she started following in her mother's footsteps and was dating black men too. Her mother did'nt seem to mind Jennifer dating black guys because she liked them. Jennifer had told me she once was seduced by one of her mother's boyfriends when she went out shopping by herself to get some food. The guy stayed home and seduced and forced Jennifer to have oral sex with him in her bedroom whenever her mother was out of the house. Nobody knew about it. And, she kept doing it to him. That's why Jen and I were good friends. She had the experience of having sex with black guys and I was really naturally curious about that. So, now I found myself on this date with Marcus, feeling each other up and the next step was when he put his hand up my skirt and rubbed my thighs. I didn't tell him to stop and spread my legs a little for his hand to move up my thigh to rub my pussy. I was getting horny and really wet from the whole idea of being with a black guy. Then he put his hand up under my top which was a very light pullover sweater I intentionally wore it just in case he became turned on and wanted to feel me up. I could take it off easily. One thing I really like now is letting black men feel my body. I love being felt up in public or at parties by any number of black guys. It's just always turned me on intensely. With Marcus's hand up my skirt I was a little wet and he noticed. When he put his hand up my top he went for my bra and pulled it down so that both of my tits fell out and he could fondle them all he wanted. My nipples were so hard when he touched them. I loved everything he was doing to me. At that point I wanted to finally make my move and I started to unbuckle his pants while we were kissing. Then I unbuttoned them and pulled his zipper all the way down. I put my hand down his underpants and started feeling this enormously thick cock. I looked down at it and saw its head. I stroked it slowly and sensually until I had him the hardest he could get. He seemed to really like me doing that to his cock. I felt his big soft balls and squeezed them gently and went back and gripped his cock to stroke it some more. I whispered in his ear that I wanted to suck his cock and would he mind if I did. He pulled his pants all the way down to his ankles and spread his legs and I kissed him on the lips. Then made my way to his cock. I sucked the head of his cock, licked his balls. While I was slowly sucking his cock and tasting it he asked me if I had ever had a black cock before. I told him I was always curious about them and he said he was glad that he got to show it to me. He had a beautiful dark and huge thick one. He told me to keep sucking it and I did what he wanted. I stroked it until I made him really hard to the point of him almost cumming a few times and he had to stop me before he exploded. I didn't want him to cum yet so I just played with it and licked the head flicking it with my tongue and circling my tongue around it. I'd look up and his head would be back like he was in ecstasy. Then I went down on his cock again a little faster sucking it and licking it all over. He loved the way I sucked cock he told me and I was so turned on because it was taboo to have sex with a black guy then. My father never would have approved of his beautiful white daughter having sex with a black guy. He did find out and asked me to stop seeing him. But, I kept seeing Marcus anyways and after a few similar dates he finally brought me to his house after his mother went off to work on the night shift. She never knew I was going over there after school to be with Marcus. She would already be gone by the time I got to his house. His uncle was the only one home but Marcus said he wouldn't care if I was there. We didn't really mind that he was in the house when we were there either. But, Marcus and I started having sex in his bedroom and would both get totally nude. He started to fuck me after school almost everyday for a long time. I loved the sex. It was hot. I wanted him to fuck me everyday after the first time he did it to me. But because he was on the football team and had practice every day for 3 hours after school he would have me go to his house and I would do some homework there and wait until he got home from practice. Then we would have sex and he would drive me home later. His uncle Otis would let me into the house and I would wait for Marcus for about 3 hours. So, it gave me time to do homework, but Otis would talk to me and keep me company somt of the time. He liked to check me out a lot too I noticed because his eyes would roam all over my body. It was obvious he thought I was attractive and he was curious because I was a white girl with his nephew. Eventually it was clear to Otis that Marcus was fucking me in his bedroom after school because Otis could hear us and told me one day while Marcus was at football practice. He laughed about it and said we were gettin' nasty in there a few times. I just blushed and laughed. I talked with Otis a lot because we were together alone in the house for 3 hours. He told me he was 47 years old, single for a long time and even told me he had a white girlfriend when he was in his 20's. He asked me how I felt about Marcus and I told him I really liked being with him. He asked me if I liked black guys. He just came out and asked me that. I told him I really liked Marcus the more I got to know him. Of course, he would joke again and say sexual things like "i'm sure you do because you get it on with him a lot of times...I can hear ya" and I would laugh. We talked a lot and then one day he came to the door with just a robe on after getting out of the shower. He let me in and I put my books down on the coffee table and sat down on the couch in the living room. And then as it was no big deal Otis slightly (but intentionally) opened his robe when I was looking down at a book. I looked up and saw that he actually had his robe open and wanted me to see his cock. I was taken by surprise when he just simply came out and asked me what I thought of his dick. I couldn't believe what I was looking at. He was holding it in his hand. I blushed and looked back down at a book. I was sort of smiling though like I saw something I didn't expect I'd ever see. I didn't respond at first. He asked me again what I thought of his cock. He was definitely horny and probably hadn't had a woman in years. At one point, he started stroking his cock to make it harder and harder which when he was finished stroking himself happened to produce a bigger cock than Marcus had. I was impressed with how huge it was. I didin't know what to say to him and just replied that he "had a very big one." He grinned at me and and asked me to come over and stand next to him while he sat back in the recliner with his robe open. I told him that it would probably not be a good idea because Marcus wouldn't like it. I knew what Otis wanted me to do. It was easy to see by him exposing himself like that to me that he was kind of a pervert. He didn't have to say a thing. I knew he wanted to fool around with me. It was probably all the sexual talk and the fact that he knew Marcus and I were having sex everytime I was at the house. He probably thought of me as a slut. He said Marcus didn't have to know anything. He said he would never say anything, to him about anything we did if we were to fool around a little, as he put it. He did tell me that he could tell I liked black guys if I was with his nephew. And he said the sex is always hot with black guys and that he knew it was what certain white girls really liked. He said a lot of white girls like me also go for black dick. He kept talking to me and saying things like that. And he kept on stroking his cock all the time he was talking. I honestly couldn't take my eyes off of what he was doing. I realized that it was turning me on watching this older man playing with himself in front of me and making his cock really hard. He was so horny that I started to get aroused by the whole experience of watching and listening to him. He kept coaxing me to come over closer and get next to him or if I wanted he said he would sit next to me on the couch. He was totally naked. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. Finally, his exposing himself to me a little at a time got to the point where I was actually horny looking at his cock and I couldn't take my eyes off of his naked body. For a second I thought about doing something dirty with him. I was weakening and starting to become submissive to him wanting to fool around with me. I figured that Marcus would never know if we did anything. I was actually starting to give it some thought. I let go of my feelings and they turned just sexual. My panties were wet, and I was getting so horny inside my body and my sexual desires were getting stronger that I couldn't suppress the curiousity of maybe having sex with Otis. I got the sudden urge and stood up and walked over and stood next to him like he wanted me to do. I asked him what it was he wanted me to do to him. I said came out and asked him if he wanted me to suck his oock for him. Then he told me to kneel down in front of him between his thighs which were spread. He had big balls and I wanted to lick them. So, I kneeled down thinking he probably did want me to give him a nice blowjob which I was thinking I would do to him since I love to suck cock. I was beginning to sense that I had a thing for black cock from being with Marcus. But, Otis was really getting me into it. He held his cock at the base and was waving it around a little bit as if to arouse himself even more and to arouse and entice me. He stroked it a little while and I continued to watch him masturbating his cock for me to see. I told him he had "a really nice big cock" and he loved hearing me say that to him. He reached out for my hands and grabbed my wrists and put both of my hands on his inner thighs close to where his balls were. He told me to run my hands up and down his thighs while he played with himself. I opened both hands and slowly ran them down as far as his knees and then along his inner thighs back up to almost touching his balls. I did touch them lightly with my fingertips just to tease him. He moaned when I did that. His head went back and he started getting more excited the more I did it. I got horny myself and was getting closer to wanting to lick his cock and suck it. I couldn't wait to do that to him, but waited for him to let me. He stood his cock up straight and told me to grab it and jerk him up and down. I did it immediately and asked him if he wanted me to suck his cock now. He told me I had to ask permission to do it. I asked him, "would it be okay to suck your cock now?" and he replied I had his permission. It was fun and he was now taking control of me. I liked it. It seemed fun and was very much a turn on for me. I'd never done anything like this and he was my teacher. Otis was slowly turning me into his personal black cock whore and I never realized it until later when I wanted to have sex with him as much as Marcus. It was Otis that got me really turned on to black cock sex and made me submissive to him. I was turned on by him. And he was 30 years older than I was and a very dark skinned black man with a big stomach, but a really nice cock and balls that I wanted. While he had his cock in his hand at one point...he pointed it down to my mouth and told me to lick it. I did what he asked. I was really getting into to playing with him. I grabbed his cock at the base with my right hand and gently massaged and squeezed his balls and licked them a little. I liked the musky smell of his balls and it turned me on. I sucked his cockhead and went down on him as far as I could go. He was big, but I wanted to pleasure him with my mouth and tongue. He pushed me back while I still held his cock in my hand. Then he did something unexpected. He pulled my face to his balls and told me to suck them and I did...then he pushed my face down underneath his balls and told me to lick him there and he pushed my face further down where his asshole was and pushed my face and mouth into his asshole. He ordered me to lick his asshole. I'd never even thought of doing anything like that, but I did it as long as he wanted me to. I liked it and got used to smelling his ass. It really turned me on.