So its been a while since I've posted any fun pics or vids and it makes me kinda sad. I've really enjoyed all the comments and messages from everyone. I'm currently in the middle of classes and they are taking up most of my free time right now. The time not spent on classes is being taken up by apartment searching and applications. The good news is that by August I'll be living on my own I can start doing pics and vids again. My original plan was to do a bunch of sets in June but things don't look like they will be working out that way right now.

I am currently making a spreadsheet list of toys, clothes and accessories to get so if anyone has any suggestions or ideas for toys/clothes or on ways to discreetly store mass amounts of clothes and toys in an apartment feel free to message me or leave a comment. Hopefully I'll be able to find a job fairly quickly after I move and start shortening the list.

  Hobbies, I have a lot of them, Rock collecting, PC gaming, collecting erotic art, wood working, Music playing and recording and crossdressing just to name a few. But at what point does a hobby become a lifestyle and when is it worth the cost? Is it when you start to make a living off of it? When you spend most of your life doing it? or is it when what your doing becomes more than just something you enjoy? When it becomes a part of who you are? Those questions have been running through my head a lot lately. It started when I began taking a deep look at my music, where I've come from and my influences, where I am now and where I want to be and after taking a long look I realized that it had become more than just a fun hobby, it became a part of who I am. I can't define me without playing music being a huge part and because of that I'm willing to spend the money and time on it.

  After that I started looking at crossdressing. I realized that the desire to dress and be feminie has been there for a long time and I suppressed it pretty heavily. Personality wise as I am now I'm sitting in between masculine and feminine, dom and sub. Depending on the day or week I can more one or the other. Some days the thought of dressing up girly is a complete turn off and others I wear panties all day and want to buy hormones and breast and butt creams. I feel like I'm at the point of deciding whether or not it becomes more than a hobby or just keep it something I enjoy and do for fun. And if I do decide that it's more how far do I go and is it worth the cost? Do I keep it online and at home? go out in public? or do I go all the way and make it a lifestyle, and how far to I take the lifestyle? Honestly I don't know right now and don't think I'll really figure it out for a while, the reward is great but so is the cost.

I know most of that is probably a bit egotistical and not of interest to most people but it feels nice to get it out of my head and it helps me think a bit clearer. As a final note I do want to make better content for ya'll so if anyone has any suggestions on a reliable camera that's less than $150 USD that can do high res images and video or thoughts and suggestions about anything else on here message me or leave a comment. Thanks!!