Like most boys I had discovered porn and masturbation at an early age.  I had found my father's Playboy stash and looked at those pictures many times before I even knew what masturbation was or even how to do it.  My father also had a a much more secret porn stash.  Hustler and Penthouse magizines which I discovered somewhere around the age of 13.  This entry is not about that vanilla stuff however. 

Buried within this secert porn stash of my father's where old 1970's porns and other such stuff.  If anyone grew up during the 70's and 80's (and even 90's) there was also the old Penthouse forum mags.  This is where I would discover my first taste of BDSM.  For those who don't know, Penthouse forum was a magizine was not a picture based porn mag, it was filled more with stories.  One of those stories, I have never forgotten. 

The story started off with the man, who wrote it, claiming he had found the perfect sex slave.  One night he decided to have some fun, so he and his sex slave rented a cheap motel room in a "bad" side of town.  He stripped his sex slave naked and tied her to the bed, leaving the curtains open so anyone could see her as he went out to the local bars to find some new friends to bring back to the room.  He found a handful (I don't remember the number) of guys who were willing to go back to the motel room with him.  There he untied the girl and each guy had a turn either fucking her one of 3 holes, while her master watched.  It was not long before the small group grew tired/exhausted.  Just at that point he noticed another group of men watching the fun through the window.  He had his sex slave go to the window and invite group 2 up, which she obediantly did.  He told the 1st group to go and tell there friends and anyone else to come by the room for some fun.  In the story, the Master claims that the rest of the night was an endless trains of men coming to the room and he spent the rest of the night directing the next man to next availble hole of his sex slave, who obediantly sucked and fucked like a good girl.  By the time the sun was rising the party was ending and the last man left.  His perfect sex slave was exhausted, covered in sweat and cum, all her holes were red and sore.  He asked her, if she had a great time, to which she responded that it was one of the best nights of her life.  He then told her that she should thank him by giving him a blowjob while fingering her raw and dripping cunt, to which this perfect little sex toy obeyed with great joy.  She knelt before him, gave him a great blowjob, swallowing one more load into her already swollen belly, while fingering herself to yet another orgasm.   

This story has stuck with me all these years.  It is not a perfect re-telling of the tale, but it was my nearly 25 years ago.  I remember masturbating to this story many times, hoping one day I would meet a girl like that and how much I wanted my own sex slave.  The door to a whole new world was opened and it would never close again. 

What was your first exposure to the world of BDSM, Dominance and Submission?  I would love to hear your story!