I did not leave home for college. Unlike most guys, very few if any girls made themselves available

to me.

So, as fate would have it. A creepy guy picked me up hitchhiking. Then another man met me and I ass fucked for

the first time...truth ...I loved it.

So, the family business needed me to look after some property upstate, not something nice but

two old houses in what was a black neighbrohood. It has gentrified since then...really amazing

to me such an awful neighborhood was on such valuable land...  this was a lakefront neighborhood

made for what would be called McMansions. But then it was run down houses, blacks, gangs,,,scary.

So, I move into an decent house...for a 21 year old. I walk over to the gorcery store and see a nice

guy, 6'3, black muscular. Our eyes meet...he smiles...says hello..zing. What the hell...I am straight, what

am I feeling?  

I circle back, he askes me if he can help me...OK...I was lost looking....He shakes my hand an introduces 

himself...he looks me in the eyes..."I am gay, do not take offense but can I have your phone number"...Great, I just moved in...

before cel phones, had a bag phone though...gave him that number and when he called...gave him the land line

it was way different in the late 80's. 

He called, damn... nervous. Told him, I wasn't sure. "Only way to find out is to try" he replies. He asked about my previous experiences.  told him, I had been with a few but do not think I am gay. What part of it did you like? "Getting Fucked...Do you like fucking ?" ...."Only if I am the one doing the fucking...Give me your address". "I am leaving in an hour " I told him...so what, be right over...I gave him my address.

Put on some music, nervous, scared...what the hell is about to happen...I was a wreck...Did manage to find a condom.

Part way through the second song...he is at my door.

I say hello, playfully put the fully wrapped condom in my mouth..let's go....Suddenly, I am confident. It felt right

and very easy. I just get naked and in bed like this is my daily life...no fear.  He takes his shirt off and I reach over

and feel his crotch over his jeans, Good LORD.

He then takes it out...I am shocked. Never seen a black man naked before, never even crossed my mind he

is gigantic. The porn pics...yes, that big and on the largest side of those guys.

Next thing I know my head is in a pillow and he is fucking my mouth. Not easy, my mouth was open as wide

as it was able and he was fucking my mouth, occasionally completely cutting of my air supply. en,,,,

Then, he pulled out..."making nice progress" I say to him in a somewhat submissive feminine manner.

You are a bit of a femboy aren't you...he replied looking in my eyes...I am ready to fuck you now.

I bend over and he gets the condom on..sorta..it was on the tip ready to roll on insertion.

I jump away...tell him I am scared. 

He leaves and my day continues on, think about him all day. Get home, he left a message.

" Want to keep this going, you are very attractive and just the type I am after"..Just call

me when you get home. I called...he was over right away with lube. 

We talked, he made me feel at ease, had to be honest we have a real chemistry

and that was something unexpected with another guy. Only reason we did not "complete

the mission" was he is HUGE and it scared me. I liked it with the one or two guys before

but they were smaller and it was easy.

He looked at me...No more excuses , I am fucking you tonight...get in the bedroom.   

He bent me over, used his hands on me to get accustom to his body being inside

me...He did not need to do anymore...Fuck me please...please fuck me...he plunges 

Do not even remember the first thrust just a rush of wave of different feelings like

a wave of blood pressure...a few more and it pinched a bit and then it was like

being bombed by his cock over and over..he rolled me over and when he fucked

me on my back...thought my eyes would explode. 

He spent the night...did not even get to get his cum im my mouth

until morning after showers...we both went out that day thinking

of each other....

He became my boyfriend and took the comdom off later that week.