This is sort of a continuation of my last post since I got carried away and made it longer than it should've been, so any future posts shouldn't be as long. Anyway, this blog covers two things - my sexual interests and a specific piece of my sexual history. I've had a number of people ask me what I'm into and I told them all that I'd write it in a blog for fans to read. So, thank you for being patient. Let's begin with my interests.

It's a pretty big secret to pretty much everyone I know, but I watch porn... a lot. I think I started watching it when I was 13 or 14, but that was just romantic sex scenes at the time. My best friend (the one I live with) was actually the person who got me into it! She said she snuck into her parents' bedroom and took the DVD to watch it because she was really curious about what was on it. I was curious also, so we took it to my house and planned a sleepover while being very quiet about the porn on that DVD. We were so evil. Haha! Anyway, long story short, the porno blew our minds because that was the first time both of us had seen a penis. I remember we kept gasping and looking at each other because it was like the weirdest thing ever! We laughed quite a bit when there was actual sex because they were making crazy grunting noises and humping each other wildly in different positions. After it was over, I remember regretting watching it because it was just so... weird, and it changed my perspective on sex for the worse because it looked so retarded at the time. Anyway, I eventually watched a different kind of porn with my best friend, but I'll go over that some other time.

To put it simply, watching porn over the years is what got me into most of my sexual interests. It feels kind of wrong to be turned on by some of these interests, but it also feels so right. I like guys with thick circumsized penises, but the length doesn't matter much because a penis is a penis. My biggest sexual interests include oral sex, light bondage like blindfolds and handcuffs, verbal abuse during sex, cumshots, and girl-on-girl stuff (it's hard to explain, I'll get to that some other time).

I'll get to that piece of sexual history in just a bit. First, about a year ago, I thought I had the greatest boyfriend ever, let's call him Dick. Dick would take me out to dinner, we would go to the movies, and we would have so much sex. It was awesome. Anyway, Dick's best friend Adam (they've known each other since kids) texted me saying that he didn't know what to do anymore because he said that for the last week or so, Dick was cheating on me with some other girl. Adam couldn't stand to see his best friend doing that to me anymore so he finally told me about it since he thought it was the right thing to do. I thought Adam was just playing a prank or something, but I confronted Dick and it turned out to be true. That explained all of the phone calls he wouldn't answer right away and the weird vibes I was getting from him. I didn't even cry after we broke up, I just told him to get out of my life. Over the next couple of weeks or so, Dick kept giving me these pathetic phone calls about how he was sorry and that I should take him back, but I refused every time.

So, when does that sexual history come in? About a week after I broke up with Dick. While he was busy trying to take me back one day (and all day), I decided to get revenge by going down on his best friend. I sucked Adam off good and hard, then he blew a big fat load of cum in my mouth. It was awesome because I could feel it hitting the back of my throat before I swallowed him down. Revenge was good, but salty! Haha! The last time I heard from Dick was when he called me just like any other day. I told him that I sucked Adam off and swallowed his sperm, something I've never did with Dick. He called me a slut, hung up, and I guess he and Adam got into a verbal fight, and now they aren't friends anymore. Adam and I don't talk much either after he got a girlfriend, but I'm happy for him. :)

Whew! I should end this finally. I didn't think I would write another long entry. 'Till next time! Let me know what I should write about next.