Yesterday was less about what happened on IFap and more about what happened outside of it...  My bf and i went out last night.  It was nice - like it always is.  He was gentlemanly - like he always is.  We went back to his place - like we always do.  And then I remembered what someone here told me to do - try giving head.  I never had before, but they said the taste of cum was good and that I would enjoy the experience.  So I tried.  And once my bf got that stupid grin off his face, I realized... I was liking it :)  I liked the feeling of my tongue on his dick; I liked the thought of giving him pleasure with none directly in return.  It got me so hot and wet; I felt like I was being slutty... and I liked it!  Then he came in my mouth and drank every.... last..... drop....  It was TOO good! :)  I was so hot and ready for him, but that's when he turned over and said he wanted to sleep.  I was pissed off!  I was sitting there sopping wet and ready for him, and all I could think about then was how much those girls seemed to be enjoying getting fucked by big huge cocks...  Ones that barely fit in their mouths! (for reference, I had no trouble with my bf's dick...)  

I don't know what's happening to me... I was happy with my bf before, but now I don't know if it's going to work out; I'm afraid I might have changed...