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The morning after my first night out as Davida I was in turmoil. I didn't sleep well, tossing and turning with many different thoughts going around in my head. I got up and was fussing around the kitchen when Wei came in, and asked me why I was up so early. I told her my head was filled with things I had a hard time understanding, the fun I had with her and Lisa the night before, relaxed, dancing, socializing, meeting her friends and all, but that when Luke danced with me, I felt different. Feeling his arrousal when he held me tight filled me with anxiety, and that what had happened when we got home, being on my knees, giving him a blow job, his hands on my head controlling things, swallowing his cum and licking him clean as he told me to do made me feel out of control, weak, submissive and ashamed of myself.
Wei made us some tea, and we talked. She was so easy to talk with. She told me that feeling weak and submisive is nothing to feel ashamed of, that most men feel that they are in control. She said that she understood why I felt the way I did because I was a man after all and always had that privilege, of being in control. She fixed some more tea and we settled down on the sofa. I relaxed as we snuggled together, her calming me with her words. I felt so good then, I loved her so! All I wanted to do was make her happy, for her to love me. She told me how much pleasure it gave her to have me do the things she asked me to do, and she and Lisa appreciated the hard work I was doing around the house. cooking, cleaning, laundry, serving the meals, the footrubs etc. She told me how happy Lisa and her felt when I agreed that I belonged with them, and they wanted to continue the relationship we had developed.
Wei made some more tea and put a DVD on the TV she wanted me to watch. It was like a lot of stuff we all watched together, of two women making love, kissing passionatly, licking each other, so beautifully done. The idea of women having sex with each other always arroused me, and being with Wei and Lisa, and their including me in their lovemaking was incredable. But being a man, I was always thinking I was in control, even with my tiny dick, even dressed up in the sexiest female attire. I was frustrated by my inability to have an orgasm. It was giving me a lot of pleasure pleasing Wei and Lisa, but not the physical pleasure of cumming. I couldn't even masturbate my flaccid member anymore. When the video went on to show a woman being fucked by a man, it was unsettling to me. It showed in slow motion his big cock slidding in and out, the look of pleasure on her face, the way she arched her back, thrusting, grabbing, pulling him deeper, his body racking as he came deep inside her, was arrousing me but frustrating me at the same time. Wei stroking my tiny thing didn't help any. Then she started sucking on my sensitive nipples, and I became overcome with pleasure. On the TV the video was showing a man and a woman kissing passionatly, her hand sliding down to his crotch fondling his swelling cock. She unzipped his fly, knelt before him and started licking his dick Looking up and making eye contact with him, she took it in her mouth and started moving up and down his shaft. I watched as he grabed her hair and pulled her head deeper and faster until he came, his spunk shooting in her mouth, dribbling on her chin as she eagerly swallowed and licked it all up. Like I had done with Luke the night before! I was so frustrated now! My head was filled with such desire, such a need for a release, I couldn't stand it.
Wei knew this, I could hardly keep still, I was pleading with her, crying because I was so unable to have an orgasm. She comforted me, saying she understood how I must be feeling. As she got up to make some more tea, the video continued with the man undressing the woman, kissing and carressing her breasts, sliding her skirt off and then her panties revealing a tiny dick just like mine! I heard her voice asking, pleading to be fucked. Laying on her back in the bed, her/his legs spread up high, and the man sliding his dick deep inside her ass, his large dick slid in and out, her tiny dick flopping around as he slammed his nuts against her ass. The look on her face was one of pleasure, her tiny dick had become hard and as her hand started stroking I watched as she started cumming! Her body was twitching with her orgasm and he was cumming in her ass!
Wei came back in and sat down, and asked me what I thought of what I had just seen. I was kind of in shock, wondering if this is how I can have an orgasm? She teased me a bit, grabbing my dick playfully and asking me if I wanted to try. I told her I was so horney at that point I'd try anything to cum. She knew what to do next. She went into her room and came out wearing a strap-on dildo, one that she and Lisa sometimes used in their lovemaking. It was long, curved and the right length to massage my prostate. she had me lay on my back with my legs up and spread, like in the movie and lubed my ass and entered me. It slid in slowly I could feel it against my prostate and it felt good as she moved it around. She started thrusting in and out, slowly at first then faster, and deeper to the full length. She grabbed my tits while she stroked my ass, pounding away and it felt so awesome! Then she reached down and started massaging my cock, I couldn't ever have imagined the pleasurable feelings coursing thru my body. Wei asked softly,"do you like this"? I let out a little moan and answered "yes, oh yes!" My god yes I felt ready to explode! "You like being my little girl'? she asked and again I said yes. "who do you belong to? Whose girl"? she asked again. "Your girl Wei, I belong to you" I answered as I started having cumming, my body was racked with wave after wave of contractions of shear pleasure, my shrunked bag emptied what few drops of cum it had on Wei's hand.
I was exhausted, stunned, laying there in a state of bliss, when Wei put her hand that had my drops of seman on it in front of me. She said to lick it up for her and I did. She fan her fingers thru my hair and said "Yes, you are mine now, you belong to me" I looked up to her to make eye contact and said "Yes Wei, I belong to you" I had such a warm feeling, a glow really, I felt so good! Wei sat down in a chair said it was my turn to pleasure her, I nodded yes, and she said it would pleasure her very much if I would lick her feet. "Not your pussy" I asked? "No that will be later" she said, "Show me how much you love me, how much you want to be mine" she said as she offered one of her feet. I didn't hesitate to kneel in front of her bow down and start licking her toes. "Good, I like that you do as I say. If you want to be mine you must do as I say" she said. "Tell me you will". "Yes" I said. In fact I loved her so much I would do anything for her, and I told her so. " So you will serve me? She asked. "and do what I want"? "Yes Wei" I answered, "I will serve you and do anything you want". "Then you will address me as Mistress Wei from now on, and Lisa as Mistress Lisa" she told me and I heard myself say "Yes Mistress Wei". "You will obey Mistress Lisa as you obey me, do you understand"? Again I heard myself say "Yes Mistress Wei."
I knew there was no turning back. I didn't understand how I had gotten to that point in my life, I didn't understand why I had changed so much from the man I was before I moved in with Wei. Why I had accepted my feminization, why I felt so good about it, why it felt so right to be submissive to Mistress Wei, I had no clue why I wanted to be there, but I did.
Little than I know then that the shots that Wei had been giving me were powerful female hormones. The tea she made for me contained herbs and compounds that had a hypnotic effect and both Wei and Lisa had been using subliminal suggestions to guide me on a path as they had guided others before. They knew I would accept it. They knew I would willingly become their slave to use, that I would relish my new role, and that I would beg them to contnue.
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