97% of the time my attraction rests solely on women, but every once in a while, anout 1% of the time, I get a hankering that only a white sissy boi can fill. I know that it's mainly about my desire to guiltlessly use and abuse a fellow Y chromosome-holder, more so than any aestetic attraction. Although, a passable femme cross-dresser will certainly fill the bill before any other sort of biological male.  In the end I doubt much sense can be made of it, and ultimately I'm just trying to rationalize and justify some kind of primal desire. Still, I can't help but wonder at the role of our society's social constructs in how my libido expresses itself...

...enough musing.  No get on your knees and open your mouth, sissy.