Almost 40 and suddenly I'm a bit unsure about my sexuality.

Haven't had much luck with women in real life, and in the last year or so have found that I find other men's penises immensely arousing in certain circumstances.

But it is a bit strange, I really like penises and other men's ballsacks, but -only- that - hairy bellies and legs make me want to throw up!

The thought of... kissing another man makes me sick and I find it pretty repulsive, but if I think -only- about the penis... it is somehow starting to become extremely sexually stimulating. I am not in the least interested in anal sex, either penetrating or being penetrated. There is no question of "love" at all, it is all straight up a****l lust.

I've started fantasizing about touching another man's organ, rubbing it, maybe doing some oral and making him come and spurt his semen over my face or onto my tongue. Yet I --like-- pussy as well, vulvas are still hot but somehow penises are entering the same realm.

I just feel that I know penises better, having masturbated my own penis for decades I know what will really let a guy explode, and I want to try it out.

Anybody else ever have that? I detest hairy legs and chests, and the shape and look of other men but I'm fascinated by their beautiful erect penises!

This is me - If you are male and interested, would you suck on this until I come, or not?

 What do you think?