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I have been getting messages from people who saw my profile and are curious about our family lifestyle. Most of the questions are pretty much the same so I decided to answer them here instead of having to type out the same thing seven or eight times.
I guess the first thing to explain is my profile name, which I should have taken more time to think about. A couple cucks wrote me to go into more detail. I am not really a cuck in the true sense of the word. I like to pretend I am a cuck when I'm watching my wife and daughter with other men, it's part of the fantasy for me to pretend they are being used and degraded while I am powerless to do anything about it. The reality is I am more of a dom and my girls are subs. Most of the "scenes" in our basement dungeon with the green door, are set up by me or they are suggestions from others in our group.
Most of the other questions were about my daughter. Some I will only answer to people who want to chat me on Yahoo IM. Basically the question came down to how I felt about having my daughter in the group and watching her being used as a cum dump or being tortured for the entertainment of all. I totally get it that people who have never had this experience would not understand what I am about to say, but the reality is: It is a huge turn-on for me, just like it is and always has been to see my wife treated the same way. This is our thing. The word for how we do it is "compartmentalize." (Great word.) Basically it comes down to, what we do in the basement stays in the basement. I would be lying if I said it NEVER interferes with the rest of our lives but mostly that is the truth. We have worked hard as a family to keep it that way. The biggest difference from years ago is that my wife and I don't have to keep our lifestyle secret like we did when Jenn was a little girl. We jumped through a lot of hoops back then to hide certain things from her, although she learned about them earlier than we would have wanted anyway.
I guess you could say "officially" everything changed the day Jenn turned 18. That was when we invited her to be part of our basement time openly, with other people around. The choice was hers to make but I warned her how it would be. The moment she set foot in the "theater" (which is what we call the dungeon now, because of the stage and the seats around it) I would treat her like a worthless piece of fuckmeat and she would have to submit to whoever or whatever came through the green door when it was her turn. In "real life" she behaves like a normal girl but in the basement she is treated like her mom and the other women in our group.She has learned a lot about the lifestyle and in a perverted way her mom and I are very proud of her, but I will continue to use her for my own gratification (another great word) as long as she lives with us and chooses to be part of our activities in the basement. Sorry if that freaks some of you out, but hey she is of legal age. Of course her mom and me will never get any award for Parents of the Year, LOL.
Another question asked more than once was, do we ever play with any of Jenn's friends. The answer is yes, just one. Obviously we waited till she was 18, just like Jenn, although I had a thing for her several years before that. She has quite a history, maybe I should write a blog post just about her. I probably will. For now I will say she is like a medical textbook example of the kind of girl you wouls expect to become a slut. Low self esteem, trouble at home, etc. Anyway I will save that for later.
I'm still into chatting on Yahoo IM with other parents and families who like to "walk on the wild side".
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