I have often wondered if anyone else feels the same way as I do about crossdressing. Ever since I was young I have fantasised about what it would be like to be a girl and frequently acted out sexual fantasies in my head involving many different scenarios. Whenever I dress up and feel this way it never occurs to me that it constitutes being or feeling gay in any way. It's almost as if the mere act of putting on female clothes makes me feel and think like a woman.

Dressed as a woman and looking like a woman I no longer feel like a man. Like stepping outside of yourself and becoming someone else entirely. I could never entertain ideas of having sex with a man with ME as a man but as soon as the lingerie and dresses and high heels and make up go on my whole mindset changes and in my head at least I become a woman and want to experience all the things that a woman experiences.

This might sound a bit deep and involved but I would be very interested to know if other people, particularly CD/TV people have similar thoughts.