Been almost 4 years since I`ve been on ImageFap, long time to be away. In fact I actually forgot the sitename. Crazy. I was away for a good reason, working hard on myself to get my newborn son home from CFS. Not just any CFS agency, one that deals exclusively with Native American people in my area. Proudly I can say that I destroyed the statistics, out of an average of less than 10% of children taken from our Nation for various reasons that make it home. Mine made it home, for good. I worked hard to change my lifestyle to prove my home to be a safe environment in which to raise my son. It is. It wasn`t easy, I gave up drugs, drinking, toxic thoughts and my partner, the birth mother who I worshipped and that, enabled her to keep doing drugs. I lived in her home but had my own, on another reservation which I sadly was neglecting for personal reasons. Another story, later down the line maybe.

 I did everything, being a Chef, I cooked and grocery shopped. Being OCD lol, I cleaned her house. Being Entrprenurial, I earned the money (we sold drugs). Well, I did all that legwork, she just enjoyed the benefits. We started the process to bring him home together. I finished, alone and broken. Six months to the day that we were last together physically, she married someone else. I relapsed, going on a bender with Cocaine, MDMA, Mesculan and of course, Alcohol. Fun but dumb. I didn`t lose him but a female cousin was a great help to get me back on track, which I did.

So fast forward 3 yrs 11 months and I was surfing porn on the Internet, again. Alone, again...as always. I haven`t fucked, been fucked, sucked or anything since my ex. It`s been a long boring time, lol. Porn was starting to lose it`s luster, I began thinking of monestary life, taking up crochet or gin rummy at the veteran`s legion or worse yet. Celibacy and with it self-denial. I was thinking back to when I liked looking at porn, when it still excited me, when anything I thought of was available at a click and when sometimes I discovered things that I knew nothing about but turned me on just seeing it. That`s when it popped in my head, the name. ImageFap.

 I had closed my account out of desperation to stay sober. I love panties, and it became an obsession over the last 30 years. I began to just sniff then while over at a friend`s house in high shcool. He had a cute sister a couple years younger than us. She used to play tennis and would come home after practice and take a shower, get dressed and go back out with her friends. I first came across her panties by accident, they had fallen out of the hamper one day as she showered. I had gone to use the washroom inside well after she had left. Being a bit OCD, my instinct was to pick them up and place them back inside. As I picked them up however, I caught a whiff of her scent. I brought them up to my face and inhaled deeply. She smelled amazing, and they were damp with her essence. My brained swooned with her pheromones and I felt high, it would become my drug of choice. I pulled out my cock which I had only recently started masterbating, and slid back my foreskin as it began to stand to attention. I took another sniff and was rock hard. Having a vivid imagination I envisioned sliding my hard self inside her moist and cute pink teen girl panties. I slid my glans over the wet crotch and heard a groan from the bottom of my throat. Awwwwrgh, they felt good against my cock. I slipped them over my shaft and let the damp patch hang from my adolescent manhood. Spectactular. As I lay down on their bathroom rug, I caught a glance of my reflection in the mirror. Half naked and flushed, with a pair of pink panties around my cock. That was it, I was hooked. So began a fetish I loved until I closed my account here almost 4 years ago.