I've always had a very open mind to sexuality but I'm predominantly straight. Guys I like for sex, nothing emotional. When I was young I determined that I was going to follow my sexuality whereever it led me. My teenage years were of course ruled by my hormones and my cock, which was always hard. But I'm at heart a fairly innocent and very honest soul so I'm a bit autistic when it comes to reading signals from women. The guys were easy, they would stick their cocks through glory holes or rub their buldges while standing off the path in the bush. Women only ever wanted to be friends with me and nothing more. 

Over the years I've tried to put my cock into men (only the once - I got paranoid with the fear of aids afterwards but it was amazing and one guy managed to insert his huge, long cock into my arsehole a bit but I was really stoned and got anxious about, fuck knows what now - so I've yet to be properly sodomised) Women, mainly paid for but there were a few I didn't pay for. One was a drunken flatmate on my thirtieth birthday (my first non paying sexual encounter with a woman) the next was a play rape session with a lovely girl I'd met off of a kink website. The next was off of a dating site who wanted to meet naked on our first meeting and see where it went from there - it went straight to my bed of course. Sadly there was no chemical attraction but it was lovely sex all the same and I did enjoy her fisting me. I've tried to fuck dogs, a cat, touch a horses cock, my cousins, an uncooked chicken, a rockmelon and I've sucked the cocks of men young and old. I've fucked couples I've met from classified ads in sex shops, I've cruised beats, mazes in sex shops and adult theatre back rooms where men would suck my cock, I would suck theres and mutually masturbate each other while watching porn.

 

I'm very very turned on by willing and wanton submission. Nothing gets me hornier. I'd love an enthusiastic relationship with a sex slave more than anything. Someone who would let me look after her, dress her, groom her, clean her, help her on the toilet. I have this fantasy of her looking after the house cleaning and finances. She would be available for me whenever I felt the need for a grope, molest, cuddle or kiss or fuck. If I felt like it I would bend her over and lick her arse hole and pussy. For that matter, if I felt like it I would drop my pants and tell her to lick my arse - see how much of her tongue she could get up inside my bum hole. I'm not into scat like most folk seem to be (well, the ones that are into it of course) I get really turned on seeing honest and true anal sex where theres shit on the cock. I would love to finger my slave while sitting at a cafe or take her into a public toilet to molest and fuck. I've a long time fantasy of making my slave suck a cock through a glory hole in a public toilet while I molest her arse hole and pussy from behind. I want to oil her up and massage her,(I'm a talented amateur) finger her and slide our naked skin over each other. I'd want us to get really stoned and or drunk together and have the filthiest, dirtiest sex. I want to masturbate each other looking at the most arousing porn. 

 

So here I am, newly 50. I'm 135 kg, I'm a red head, I have type two diabetes that I'm in the process of reversing (I was 153 kg back in 2010), Veinous excema in my lower legs and varicose veins. A big round belly. My thick but not long 6 inch cock still works but not as well as it used to, cock rings and when I can afford it, Viagra, help enormously. My impotence has in a way been a kind of blessing for me as it's forced me to explore my sexuality in a way that is far deeper and meaningful. Yeah it sounds like a cliche but not relying on my cock as I used to means my other senses are more open. My mind, always the most active part of me, is now more attuned to beauty (as I see it) than it used to be for instance and as I said, submission from an enthusiastic and submissive slut will do it for me like nothing else. Ahhh to slap about a pain slut. Yum.

 

 I'm not into sport or much activity. I prefer reading and art. I do walk as much as I can and ride my bike a bit - when I was in high school I used to get up at 5.30 am to go swimming for an hour before school - I don't swim as much as I should but I can if I want. I love looking at the pretty young things in their little bikinis. Australia is awesome for perving on young men and women. Nope, not a pedo but I do have a weekness for gorgeous young teenage girls. I look, but I don't touch. I'm a pervert, but I'm not THAT kind of a pervert. I've seen and sucked some lovely young teenage cock in public toilets - one of the biggest cocks I've ever seen was a giant and veiny horse cock of a school boy being sucked by a lucky bloke in a stall next to mine. The biggest though was a huge and I mean huge cock of a French sailor in the small coastal town (where I'm from) public toilets. He was tall, French, naked and his cock was thickish but really long. He wanted me to piss on him. I thought `never done that before, why not?' So he took off his clothes, sat on the toilet with his legs spread and moaned and rubbed himself as I pissed all over him. That was a very horny memory. Although I spent a good amount of time in public toilets sucking and being sucked I always dreamed that one day a girl would be on the other side of the wall, either sucking me or pushing her pussy up to the hole for me to lick or fuck. 

 

There's still lots I'd love to do in life. I've always wanted to be in an orgy - bi especially, where everyone is into each other in every way. I love being naked, in the bush, beach... wherever. Thats why it's such a turn on to find a good bush beat and there are lots of guys all wandering about sucking and fucking each other. The beach beats in France with the women cruising as much as the men looks like heaven to me. I want to fuck and sexually molest a black woman and be fucked by and suck a black man. I love little brown Asian girls so a Thai or Filipino orgy of young brown girls would is right up there on my bucket list. I love big busty blonde women - young perverted, and not so young but perverted Dutch/French/German women do it for me as well. I've always thought my sexuality was very European - Australians can be oddly, very uptight when it comes to sex. In general that is, for the most part.

 

Shall I write more?