This is not a sexy blog post.  Sorry about that.

So where to start?  I've had a lot of sex in my life.  I was doing things before I really understood what I was doing let alone the risks.  This lead to certain mistakes that I didn't really know to worry about.  I've had more unsafe sex than a person should and still be here to talk about it. 

It wasn't until I began to hook up with a man who was doctor that I even thought twice about that sort of thing.  Doctors see you in this totally different way than other people do.  At least he saw me like that.  When I told him about my past, it didn't turn him on or even gross him out.  He saw me as like his patient and helped me get tested with out having to go to a clinic or stuff.  I found out I had not one but two STDs: Chlamydia and Gonorrhea. 

It was such a traumatic experience.  I had never hooked up with someone who wouldn't fuck me before and didn't hook up for weeks after he ran the tests and I got to taking my medicine.  It was a really dark/boring time in my life.  The crazy part is once that all got took care of he's been one of the kinkiest guys I fuck.  Since then I always wrap a cock I'm new to unless they have papers showin they're clean and he still checks my blood and piss for me every few monts.

Now to talk about the biggest STD of them all: Pregnancy!  I have been pregnant before but never carried to term and probably never will.  I used to be shit at taking the pills before I started getting the shot from the doctor I talked about earlier and well you can figure out what happened. I wish I could say it phased me when I had to get rid of them but honestly it never bother me at all.  I don't want kids and it's not my fault I was born with a cunt.

I love this site.  I cant imagine any other place where I could just put all this stuff out there that I just did and not give a fuck.