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Blog #2: My Obsession with Humiliation
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I'm so happpy I've found a place where I can talk about this sort of thing openly and honestly.
It's really been since I was first sexually active that I've had this desire to be humiliated with things. I don't know when I realized it exactly but I always had this attraction to doing things that made me look stupid or that no normal person would be happy about.
It started with piss. Once I got to enjoying that there was really no turning back for me. When the warm water hits my face and soaks my hair it's like I'm wearing a sign that says white trash or something. And for some reason weird that turns me on. It's gone to other things like wearing the cum from a guy until it dries, being insulted with terrible honest insults, and even a thing or two in public late at nite.
Sometimes I used to wish it didn't enjoy this stuff. Some times I wish I was normal. Wish I had normal turn ons and no sick or sad fetishes. It has given me sad thoughts and even thought a few times about ending it all. But one day a couple years back I just realized that if it makes me feel good then that's what matters.
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Posted on : Nov 16, 2015
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Commented on Feb 6, 2016
You know the old saying, "What ever floats your boat." If you have fetishes or turn ons that others think are to 'out there' for main stream sociaty, tough luck for them,, you know yourself well enough to know what makes you happy, and that's what really matters.
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Commented on Nov 29, 2015
I firmly believe that there's no such thing as "normal," Kat. Kudos to you for exploring your sexuality and kinks - not many people have the courage to do that, and live the rest of their lives missing out on the fun they could be having all along.
There are always a lot more people who share your kinks than you realise! ;)
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Commented on Nov 29, 2015
Oh honey, something you said makes me wish I knew you. You said, "Some times I wish I was normal". None of us are babe, there is no such thing as normal. All the infinite differences in humans are what make us unique, fascinating, and so entertaining.
For instance - I'm not really into piss, but if a girl asked me to piss on her during sex I would do it. If it makes her happy, then fine. As for the dried cum thing, that's not unusual. When my wife was alive, she liked to wank me off into her bra or panties and then wear them to work!! We all have our kinks honey and we should embrace them - it's so much fun trying new things.
A couple of years or so ago, I met an amazing woman who I had a fling with - just a casual fuck thing. The third time we went to bed together, I was doing her doggy and she turned her head and asked me to fuck her asshole. Believe it or not, in my late 50's, I'd never done anal. So I did. I was really wet from fucking her anyway, and I just slid into her. Probably the best sex ever!! It was only later she told me she had always wanted to be fucked anal but her ex hubby would never do it. It was her first time too and she loved it.
I love the way we think about sex. I have an amazing friend, Nadia, who loves to jerk me off, and suck my cock. But she won't fuck me because that would make her unfaithful to her hubby!!! I can go down on her, finger her, but fucking her is off limits. I don't know why she finds me cumming in her mouth makes her less unfaithful than me cumming in her pussy, but that's her.
Anyway, I guess what I'm saying is, embrace what you are. You only live once babe. Have fun.
xxx Rob
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Commented on Nov 25, 2015
If this website is evidence of anything, it's that these fetishes aren't at all rare, they just go unspoken. Sex is about power: either feeling like you have it or enjoying being in the power of someone else - it's basic instinct to either want to be an alpha male or to desire a mate that acts like one (sadly, this works much better in the bedroom than in a relationship).
I used to feel shame that the porn I look at is so misogynist and/or racist, because I feel the complete opposite in my day-to-day life, but sexual desire is basic, more primal, than our emotions and reasoning. As I've embraced those desires, and become more dominant in the bedroom (from giving orders and lightly chocking her to calling her names and using cuffs), not only have I enjoyed the sex more, but the women I sleep with have only responded with delight. Haha, I wish I knew years ago that women love to have their hair pulled and their ass slapped as much as I love doing it.
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Commented on Nov 22, 2015
Awesome and empowering post! :) *high five*
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Commented on Nov 18, 2015
Oh, I would love to piss all over your titties, before I wank some warm cum squirts all over your face and into your wide open mouth! ;-p
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Commented on Nov 17, 2015
Yes, you can't end it, where else am I going to find such an ugly fucking face to sketch and stare at ;)
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Commented on Nov 17, 2015
I'd love to cum and piss on you.
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Commented on Nov 16, 2015
So when am I going to go rinse my cum off your face with my piss
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