Why do I find it difficult to let go of what I want and just accept that I'm nothing but a dirty whore that's lucky to have found a fucking great owner?? 

I love being a whore, I love being his whore, so why do I get arsy when I ask for something and I don't get it?? 

I need patience, I need to learn to accept what he says and wait for what I want and be rewarded with it when I deserve it. I am new to being owned, I didn't realise I'd find it difficult and I hope my owner realises that I am trying. 

I'm a difficult slut but I want to get better, I hope he thinks I'm worth it.