This last year I made a mother’s day card for the woman who influenced my sexuality the most. She hid it from the family…with good reason.

I am twelve years old and anticipating ejaculating into my step-mother’s mouth. I am wearing her pantyhose as she strokes my cock…I can feel her hands on my back rubbing me and making my cock throb…we never have intercourse...except when she fucks my ass with a strap-on dildo while I wear her power-suits from work….

“You shouldn’t have been sneaking around,” she says.

“Why?”

“Because now I have you forever…I caught you in my dirty undies, remember? Do you think anyone will believe anything you say now?” She takes her panties and rubs the crotch in my face. I inhale the

SHE HAS PICTURES OF ME TO DRIVE THE POINT HOME….

“See…I took these when you thought I wasn’t home,” she announces.

In the pictures I am in full on step-sexy drag. I have her white bra and blouse on with a skirt and nude pantyhose while wearing her high heels. She takes the photos. I climax into her panties…

“What the hell are you doing?” She says as she jumps out from behind the bathroom door of my parents’ bedroom.

“I…I…I…” words fail me.

“Well now, I guess you will just have to make it up to me so your father doesn’t find out you are a little fairy, huh?”

“Yes,” I whimper.

“Yes, WHAT?!!!”

“Yes…Momma.”

“Good, now walk around in that outfit and rub your cock while I strap-on the punisher.”

            The punisher is our term for her fucking me in the ass. She has sucked my cock before all of this ever happened…but I didn’t know what was going on…being only twelve years old.

I am thirteen and every Saturday night she comes into my room around mid-night to rub my cock and teach me how to pleasure myself. I was only ten when I first sucked her nipples to erection while we were in the zoo parking lot.

            Today I am thirty-seven years old and at least twice a week my step-mother and I talk n the phone while I masturbate and watch a porno dvd. She always asks what I’m watching and I say, “Just the usual.”

“Is it big?”

“Oh Yeah,” I reply.

 I usually wear her old pantyhose and take photos of myself so she can see me in action. This was a couple pair she shoved in my jacket at Christmas…she wrote in the crotch…

            In this photo I am wearing all of Carol’s black pantyhose she had me take when I saw her last. She let me jerk off in front of her just this last July…I remind her of this while she listens.

“Is it your cock big?”

“Oh yeah, just like it was this summer,” I reply.

“I really liked that.” She says.

            Last summer I had gone to my parents house to help my dad in the garden. When I few hours had passed I told him I needed to get some water from the house and use the rest-room. He nodded and went on picking beans.

            I skipped to the house knowing what was waiting. As I entered the house my step-mom rushed to the door and locked it behind me. She shoved a pair of pantyhose in my hand and demanded me to, “Relive the ‘old days’,” so I took them and stripped naked as she locked the doors. As I bent over she stuck a finger up my asshole and licked it.

“Mmmm…it tastes soooo dirty!!!” She exclaimed.

“Yeah, that’s cuz I have been working out in the sun,” I answer.

Today I wear her old pantyhose and take photos of myself so she can see me in action. It’s been hard to not touch her when we are alone…when my dad is gone she still lets me feel her tits…and sometimes I throw her panties on and jerk-off into them for her to find later. We used to call this my daily deposit.