Hi its me the lady of da house here...Been a long while since my man wrote any thoughts here. Weve been just too busy ;-) So I was curious to try this sexblog hehe..

Wow its been a rollercoastarride last years, lotta fun n new things sexually speaking. A lot of Xperimentation. Got me thinking hwo I used to think stuff was really kinky or outrageous, like taking a ride on the sybian or having sex in a swinger party with others watching...or gettin it from your girlfriend who's wearing a damn big strapon. Even lesbian sex...there was a time I believed it was vulgar and depraved & not for me. DP or fisting...being tied in a chair with my damn legs spread eagled & watchin porn from video glasses wearin headphones & hearin nothing but those people on the video fucking n moanin and background music while people I cant even see really do things to me dildo me, fuck me or eat my pussy..Wearing toys to a party or club, some really unmentionable stuff..Yeah UNMENTIONABLE. I wouldnt tell so dont ask. Stuff I woulda never done on my own. NEVEREVER. Stuff that made me feel I was sooo weak cause I ended up enjoyin. Loving more like it...Musta fuck my braains out people cause I LOVED some of that stuff too bad.

From a good girl to a player who has had more sex than some in their whole life. Can a girl become a sex addict? FUCK YES. Very quickly. Especially if you have someone you love drive you that way. My man I love but he turn my world upside down like that old Diana Ross song say. He really SLAVE ME with sex I tell ya. First he had me. Then he slave me to pleasures. I gave in because he was there and said its ok...and yes it felt GOOD. Little by little. One thing after another. Try, no. dont wanna. Try. Oh noo...dont wanna enjoy..but its good! Try...damn I bit my lips but he fuckin knew what he was doin and he was patient..enough. I gave in. I GAVE IN. Why not? He loved me more for it. It felt really GOOD. Ohh fuck I was weak and GAVE IN. Then I wanted him to do it to me! It wasnt making me nervous any more or make me feel bad. All the time he told me what feel good is good for you..enjoy. No shame nothing bad just enjoy. I did..I now know what SEDUCTION really means! He made me beg for all those kinky nasty sex ways I once thought I would never NEVER try or do! And there I was beggin for them.

Then...he made me have others & others have me. Couldnt believe it I was promiscous..With HIS PERMISSION. No..he WANTED me to be so..and do it all sexually to please him. Earlier I woulda said NO but..Damn with all dat sex and him there sayin its ok I gave in..GAVE IN. ENJOYED IT. Another mans COCK in me FUCKING me he watching and I am coming HARD..Then again..again..again. Both of them pleasurin me lovin me FUCKIN ME...So much good..GOOD..good. In the morning GUILT and loathing myself...Until he says he loves me more for that? Yes. I was nervous and felt cheap but then he makes me feel so GOOD again..and next nite we do it again..Guess what? IT GROWS on you. Give up..enjoy. Why not? He still loves me. He LOVES ME DOIN IT...With others. And him. Then guess what well I guess I started doin it for ME cause I WANTED IT and like a fuckin addict for the pleasures and their desire..turned me on. BAD. Oh did I mention the pleasure? Like a kitten purrin after the pleasure..what the fuck, I had already given in rite? Why not then..It WAS really sexy and a huge sexual high.  

Really shocked me when I realize that fuck girl I ME I WANT IT SOO MUCH. I liked the attention..the hunger of the other for me..and LOVED..NEEDED all that RAW sex pleasure. Couldnt fuckin go without orgasms per day! Preferrably many. Fuckign men..and oh shit, then women. He got me doin it. LESBIAN. ME? Yes...didn't even know I had it in me but he was really imaginitive. Got me into that pussylove too..Strapons, sexy women. PLEASURE. First time blindfolded tied up..She was damn talent licked fucked like an angel..It was DEPRAVED I thought..but he talked me to repeat it and again..again..eventually I gave into the pure feeling. The SEX..and pleasures. MANY orgasms possible..Brain fucked? Whatever sex then. Kinky. Man woman group toys DP..Fistfuckin..mmm...Shut da brain and LOVE da feelin cause..Its just the best EVER. Sex allows me to switch off and just be a SLUT. Best natural drug tried some others mainly in connection with sex but sex itself is best..Natural way to fuck your brains out.I need love too dont get me wrong..LOVE made me turn into SEX. Everyone needs love..but I do admit I LOVE also SEX..and being turned on. Turning on others.  

What I don't like? REALLY pervert stuff. Real turnoffs well violence too drunk bad hygiene or too high fools and stuff like pee shit yuck not for me. SOME LIMIT PLEEZ.

So whats perverted to ya? What you consider depraved? Ever shocked yourself by..givin in and finding out you LOVE IT? Something you thought was pretty sick or way too kinky?

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