It's my first entry here and for the beggining I have such an amazing feeling going through my body I decided to share with you! Today I just did it! It was so unexpectable.

I've spent ths morning learning how to put on make up quite fast and properly, then I got dressed (I wanted to be super slutty and sexy today:) ). Through my whole day I just couldn't stop thinking about blowjobs. Maybe it is the effect of watching hypno gifs and hypno vids all the time. I'm sure it started working more lastly cause I can't get enough of big dicks, interracial and facial vids recentl.

My shopping wa interrupted by very strong will to buy biggest cucumber I could see in the shop. I've found one extremly big. Hopefully I had very tight thongs and pantyhose on, 'causejust the thought of this crazy shit made me nearly leaking myself. Anyway, only when I got home I took some lubricant and started pleasuring myself. The only time I'm really relaxed is when i get on my all fours, ass up, sucking my fingers and finally fucking my ass roughly.

I always help myself with hand, but this whole day made me so stiff that I started to shiver. I felt like I want fucking 5 ft of this cucumber in my ass and even with nails on it. I just wanted to get extremly ruined by this cucumber... But was this all about cucumber? Of course not! I started to imagine myself being tied up without any possibility to move, kept in chastity for months and eager to get fucked. And this feeling of strong man getting into my ass with his warm and thick cock. I wanted to feel like his bitch, like his toy or towel to wipe off his ci from his beautiful dick.

 And I came! The seconds before I came I wanted him to ruin my ass to fuck me 10 times harder than he did just a moment before. I wanted to be fucked permanently with no chance of ever being not fucked.

 I think I would never did this without the thout of being someones property, whore, slut, bitch etc.

 I hope you like it and I will write more, but my hands still shake and I need to refresh myself :*