When I was first beginning down this road of sexual depravity and addiction, I was taught what it meant to be feared and desired on one hand, and despised and looked down upon, on the other. I was young the first time I was befriended simply because of my color. My parents were not well off, my dad worked a 9-5 labor intensive job that paid shit, while my mom tried her best to make the budget work on 1 income and 4 kids as well as 2 adults. So, when I first started showing the signs I would be a big guy, it got noticed. I did well in sports, made lots of friends, and was given some undo respect by adults. See, I learned then that being big and black made me intimidating. However, it also made me a target. Teachers didn’t think I was smart, so even when I turned in work that was better than the rest, it was downgraded because they didn’t really look at it. Because of this, I learned to use what I had. I fought, bullied, and charmed my way through things.  

I was 8 when I learned about sex. Not from my parents, but my uncle. He was a man who felt white women were put here for our Black Cocks. He always made sure to show me his next conquest, he left doors open when he fucked, and even let me watch porn. By the time I was 11, I had 3 years of indoctrination into the superiority of my race. At that age, my uncle got this bitch to give me my first blow job. I was 5 inch by then. After that first one, I was hooked. Got girls to do as often as I could, which wasn’t as often as I would like. But my uncle kept teaching me. He brought a man by once, white and very rich. The man brought in this woman who was tiny and probably in her early 20’s. He paid my uncle $500 to watch him fuck his wife. That’s when I knew I would not live the normal 9 – 5 lifestyle.

When I was 13, I was dating this girl who really sucked a mean dick. One weekend, I go over to her place to get some head only to find that she isn’t there. Her dad invites me in and tells me she will be there soon so I can wait. Now, I had smoked weed before, so when the dad asked me if I wanted to smoke, I assumed it was trees. He pulls out a glass pipe and gives me a hit before I even realize its meth not weed. I got spun, really spun. Dad and me keep talking while getting high, and after a bit, he turns on some porn. I watch as these black guys are pounding some white girls. Without thinking, I pull out my dick; which was about 7 inch, and stroke. Then, dad’s mouth clamps on before I even can think. High as I was, I didn’t care. I just lay back and let him suck me off.

Just before I cum he stops. Before he speaks I tell him I aint suckin him. He laughed and said he wouldn’t dream of it. I’m still horny as fuck, haven’t came yet, and desperate to blow my load. So when he said I will pay you to fuck my older daughter and cum in her, I did not hesitate. He takes me upstairs and opens the door to one of the bedrooms. My girlfriend’s older sister, who was 15 is sleepin on her bed when the dad has me walk in and pretend I’m in the wrong room. She yells at me to get out, afraid I was going to get in trouble, I turn to walk out, but she sees the meth pipe her dad gave me and said to come back.

She and I start smoking some G for a bit and the entire time, my dick is getting harder and harder, the meth is making my mind race, and me not having cum is making my dick throb. Finally, to horny to care, I tell her I had not accidentally come in. I told her that I wanted to see her closer because she makes me hard. She was not some fantasy slut who just melts. She laughed and said I was sweet, but she don’t do black and I was too young. I told her I was not small and the color did not change how it felt. I pulled it out and she actually whistled. She told me she has only been with a few, and mine was bigger. I let the meth settle in her as she took a few more hits. I just stroked it and said I was a virgin but she was way too hot for me not to try. She smiled and said she actually was getting turned on. Then, as she straddles me, I see the door crack open, I see the dad; her back to him as she is facing me, stroking while she slowly rides me for the first time. As she rides me she says it was way bigger than she thought and she told me she was officially taking me from her sister. I was so horny I blew my load in her in a few minutes. She was pissed, but still horny, so she got off and sucked me. It didn’t take long for me to get hard again so this time, I bent her over the bed and rammed her like an animal. I kept at her for nearly fifteen minutes till she finally started moaning and saying some dirty fucking shit. Her talkin got me so turned on I rammed her harder and told her I was dropping another load in her. She simply said “yes”. After cumming, I noticed the door was shut again and a wet spot on the floor. We smoked a little more, kissed and I told her thank you. She said her sister couldn’t find out, but she liked fuckin me behind her back to much and wasn’t gonna let me stop.

Her sister came home a little later and found me sitting on her couch trying not to act high, she apparently did not know her sister and dad used. We talked a bit and she offered to give me head, I told her that was okay I just wanted to be near her not use her. She thought that was sweet. When I went to leave, the dad caught me at the front door, handed me $250.00, and told me this would continue as long as he could watch. Realizing the money I could make, I fucked my girlfriend the following week and told dad when we would. I made almost $1500 a month for 3 months fucking those 2 while he watched. After the third month, dad’s work switched him locations and they moved from AZ to Delaware. I heard that only a few weeks after they left, the older sister wound up pregnant with a black baby. Now there is no guarantee it is mine mind you. She was a girl who was not exactly chaste, and I eventually realized dad paid me cash, but her with meth. She knew about his being there and the song and dance was just role-play for his benefit. I have no clue if my girl ever knew, I know she didn’t do meth. But w/her sister knocked up and eventually havin a black baby, I imagine her dad worked on her too, and probably got her into meth.