I'd been working so much day, day after day.  So when I finally got a long weekend off I ensured it would be free from interuption.  I'd planned on just having a bunch of free time, but it didn't work out that way.  Like I said in my last blog post, I'd discovered brainwashing gifs.  After a while watching them I decided I should make one myself.  This is where everything went wrong (or right!).  So I went back into my archives and found some pictures that really turned me on, and then added captions, fading etc, eventually producing something I really liked.  The language was a bit different, it was much more 'suggestions' than commands.  Relaxation and suggestions.  It worked wonders on me, I ended up feeling so good and so relaxed, and discovered I'd actually let tiem slip away and been staring at the same gf for over two hours.  

 The whole experience so surprised (and scared me!) I deleted it, b ut now I can't get it out of my mind.