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2. Dec, 2014
Worshipping God Natalie Portman
July 2013 - I have been worshiping Natalie Portman for over two years. I always take time out of my day to worship, pray and masturbate for her. I feel very happy before, during & after. She is becoming very important to me. Masturbating for her is becoming more importnat than sex. I love Goddess Natalie Portman so much. I must show her was I am devoted to her
August 2013 - I contiune to masturbate for her three sometimes four or five times a day. i have no intrest in sex with my wife. I feel that is cheating on God, I need less pornography images to satisfy myself, her face is enough. I start to play with my anus as I masturbate for Natalie, but I need more
August 2013 ( 2 ) - Wife catches me for the second time naked and masturbating to images of God Natalie. I dont care, and I dont think she does.
Sep 2013 - Meet a fellow Natalie worshiping on yahoo mesg, Unfortunatley he is in the USA and we cant meet. We chat a lot about how we can show our devotion to God Natalie, She is the Messiah.
Oct 2013 - Still chatting with David on yahoo mesg, I despertaly want to arrange a meet ( but David is in the USA ) because of our convesation. I want to meet for any type of masturbation session. I find I am becoming increasingly submissive. My wife has been using her dildo more and more to satify herself. I am either unable or want to have sex because of 3-4 masterbation sessions most days. I want to save all my cum for Natalie, she made it, it is hers.
Dec 2013 - This more than a fad or even just roleplay, I truley worship and adore Natalie Portman, She is my life, my love, my God. She is becoming more importnat to me than anyone. I need to show my devotion to her, I cotinue to worship & mastrbate 3-4 sometimes 5 times a day to her images, Chanting her name, Natalie Portman IS God. I now have no intrest in sex or my wife. I become more aware of the power of God Natalie and her purpose for me. I need to show my devotion more.
Jan 2014 - To show devotion to God Natalie, I start to drink my own urine from a glass during worship sessions. I also start in finger my asshole my regulary than ever during worship sessions. Looking at her image, praying, chanting her name, with a glass of my own piss and my fignger deep in my anus.
Feb 2014 - God Natalie Speaks to me, I heard her voice. She tells me if I love and adore her, I want to enter into her Kindom of Heaven I must give up the vagina. Only cock is the true path to salvation. Oh my god I have seen the truth, I start to get hard and masterbate to cock pics
Feb 2014 II - After many conversations I think my wife has taken a lover, I understand, She is a sinner and need to be penetrated by another sinner, She will rot in hell one day. I know that guy she is seeing. I think about his cock
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