The more porn I watch the more turned on I become by BBC porn. Particularly well-focused, up-close high quality photography of the biggest, darkest cocks. I often don't want to see a slut (girl or sissy) in there worshiping the cock. I just want to admire the hige black beast in all its beauty.

     It really turns me on and I get hard and my ass starts twitching and getting hungry. I imagine myself dressed like a total slut-whore sinking and to my knees or sticking my ass in the air in order to serve these black gods - one, or preferably several agressive black tops. I love the urgently dominant hard ones, the silky soft ones but mostly I adore the cocks that are semi hard. I guess its because they seem to be in the process of stiffenen or on the edge of arousal. All it would take would be a few well-places kisses form me as I submissively kneel before it and it would spring to full angry arousal. I love it when I have it in my throat as this happens. As I wank my little white cock and finger my moist ass I say out loud the dirty things I want to be done to me by these proud black masters.

     One thing I've recently discovered is an online jigsaw puzzle site that allows users to make puzzles from their own pictures. I can now spend hours admiring the BBC images I have on file.  Scrutinizing every ridge and vein, every wringle of the ball sac and every inch of glowing black flesh as I gradually piece together the image of my devotion. As the huge daddy dong emerges I become hornier and hornier. I can almost taste and smell the variety of lovely scents I would experiene as I worshiped this idol of black male perfection. I guess I am a totally gay fag for black cock.....