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The First Time I Jerked Off
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I was 12 the first time I masturbated to orgasm. I was lying on my bed, stroking away, and a feeling came over me--physical pleasure beyond imagination that seemed to descend from above and envelope me. I stopped stroking, amazed. The incredible pleasure increased as I watched my dick spurt white gobs of cum for the first time. The feeling soared from my body as it intensified, connecting me to--what?--impossible to say, really, but I seemed connected to something beyond myself that was timeless and joyful, to some great secret in the universe. Sounds crazy, I guess, but that's how it felt and it's stayed with me. I can see the whole thing like a movie in my mind's eye and relive it and the moment of cosmic cum.
I've been a masturbator ever since. I love to beat my meat. It's the best feeling in the world.
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Posted on : Aug 8, 2015
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Commented on Aug 9, 2015
I remember the first time I jacked off to orgasm. I had no idea that masturbation existed. I thought I invented it. I wanted to simulate sex, so I would soap up my fist in the shower and rub my cock. It felt good, so I kept doing it. One day I was rubbing my cock in this way, when I felt a tingling at the base of my spine. I stopped for a second, surprised. I started in again, and felt the same sensation. "It's nature's way of telling you to let go," I told myself, still not really knowing what I was feeling. Then my body jerked as I shot cum. From then on, I was hooked. Multiple times per day until my cock was raw, looking at women's underwear and swimwear ads in the mail order catalogs. After high school, I settled into a nightly jack off routine before bed. Now it's only once a week or so, but it is a unique sexual experience, distinct from sex with my wife (and often better).
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