I had never felt uncomfortable around others who were naked, my parents were Naturists, as were many of my relatives. We used to go to the naturist campsites around Europe every summer, and we would go to naturist friendly areas around the UK, when we were at home.

I started to feel uncomfortable when I was around 11 or 12, I started to get feelings towards a lot of the girls that I was around, and started to get erections. My father told me that this was normal, however I felt that people were staring at me. 

I remember watching people having sex on the beaches that we were at, and always wondered what it would be like to do it. I was as fascinated by the guys as I was by the girls, however I was always slightly jealous of the guys, as they had bigger cocks than me.

When I was about 13, I was sitting watching a couple having sex, not far from me, and I got an erection, but i was used to it by then. They looked at me, and told me to move closer to them, so that I could get a better view. I was fascinated to see how easily he managed to get his big cock inside her.

She reached over, and started to rub my cock for me, something that I had never experienced, or done for myself, before, and it was only a few minutes until stuff came out of my cock, (cum). He laughed at me, and told me that I would never be able to satisfy a girl if I could only last a minute or two.

This comment from him really affected me, and I started to become uneasy when I got an erection, in case I came again. However it did not stop me from hiding out of site and wanking, hoping that I could stop myself from cumming too quickly.

After this incident my thoughts and wishes changed direction, but that will be in future blogs !!!!!