I am a sissy faggot. I have always been a faggot, always a sissy – a girl inside, and as much of a girl as I could be on the outside. As a faggot, I have been a bottom, of course. Since I was very young, too young to mention here, I have sucked cock, and I have been fucked. I have never been sexually interested in girls or women; instead, I have always been begging for cock, for cum.

My temperament has always been that of a faggot. I suck cock. I get fucked. I haven’t an alpha bone in my body, especially not my very small dick.  I have never expected the men I suck and the men who fuck me to pay any attention to my fagcock. It doesn’t get hard when I am sucking cock, or when I am being fucked; so men usually just ignore it. A few men pull on it a bit when they are licking my yummy butthole, prior to fucking me, but most men just fuck me. My butthole gapes from having been fucked so much for so long, and it is always well lubed with cum, anyway.

Despite the fact that my little dick has only very rarely seen any action – I used to fuck other sissy fags on occasion, just to share my cum– my dick grew to about five inches when erect. That was a bother to me. Those five inches needn’t have there. I didn’t want them there. I am a faggot. I suck cock. I get fucked. It has never been about me. I serve the sexually desires and perversions of men. I don’t need a dick of any size except to pee.

It took me a while to decide what to do with this issue. I have always dressed like a girl, kept my hair long like a girl, wore makeup and coloured my nails like a girl, behaved like a girl, sucked cock and gotten fucked like a girl. I don’t know why it took me so long to realise that I had to take hormones, probably for the rest of my life, to become even more like a girl; not only to stop the growth of my dick, but to shrink it.

I have now been on hormones for almost two years. My areolae are bigger and more pokey, my nipples bigger and more sensitive, my ass more full and round, and my dick no longer a dick at all, but a sissyclit, not even an inch from my tight little round ballsack, about two and a half inches when fully erect, which seldom happens.

Masturbation, then, now, especially, but really, always, is and has been all about playing with my fagcunt, my sloppy boipussy, my yummy well fucked butthole. I always have to have something in my ass. Usually, it is a man’s cock. Sometimes, it is a man’s fingers, or his whole hand. To hold in all that mixed cum from all the men who fuck me, I use big, fat buttplugs. Seriously, if there is not a dick in my ass, there is a buttplug in there. Often, though, I like to remove the buttplug for a few minutes, to stick my fingers or my hand in my ass, to eat some cum, to fuck myself as hard as I can for a few minutes before reinserting the plug. If I am at home, and alone, I also have access to many huge dildos, most of them in excess of eleven and twelve inches, and eight and nine inches around. I really have to have a cock or as close as I can get to a cock in my ass at all times.

I never feel sorry for my sissyclit. I was meant to be a girl. My dick was never meant to be more than a clit. Yes, I like to cum. When I am being fucked really well by a big mancock, I often cum internally, through the stimulation of my prostate by that big dick. When this happens, much of the time, my soft sissyclit streams cum. It feels nice. It is a full orgasm from my tiny little flaccid sissyclit. When I am at home, and I sit on an especially big dildo, sit on it, and take it all the way up, more than twelve inches, I can sometimes cum, too, not shooting cum, but more of it flowing out, even though I am never really hard. I am a faggot. I don’t need to get hard. All I am here for, really, is to serve men, to suck their cocks, to lick their asses, to get fucked, and to subject myself to anything else they desire for me to do.

I am a whore for cock, a slut for cock, a bitch for cock. I exist to be fed by cock, to be seeded by cock, to be bred by cock. I am a proud sissy faggot.