I am certainly a pig, and you may use me as such, but abuse of any kind will not be necessary nor tolerated. A vast surrender is my only strength, but it makes me invulnerable, not invincible, fearless always, despite and still.

I am a lifelong faggot, not just gay, but faggot. My body doesn't play along entirely. My body is smooth, my ass plump, my titties bigger than a man's, and certainly more sensitive, my voice high; my attitude, demeanour, and behaviour, all submissive, feminine; I use my asspussy, not my boiclit; but, alas, I am too old for the hormones to transform me as fully as I would like. I only suck cock, eat ass, and get fucked. My dick is a faggot’s clit, small and cute, but definitely not a man’s dick. I get hard, and I cum, but only by myself, for myself. I was born to service men, to offer my mouth and my ass as receptacles for their cum and pee and spit and shit.

Belying my unrestrained acceptance of all cock and cum, perhaps, is my fierce intelligence. I am a faggot both by nature and by choice. It is not desperation or stupidity or acquiescence to any trend or other coercion that determines my behaviour, but active exercise of my intelligence.

I am extreme in everything. I honour only obsession. I have no place in my life for mediocrity, for convention, for complacence. My most profound obsession has always been men, their cocks, their cum, their asses, their every ejaculation and elimination. I have never been sexually attracted to women.  I double-team men with several professional prostitutes, during which I eat their cum filled pussies and asses, share cum mouth-to-mouth, and lick and eat the cum and pee and shit off of their bodies, but that is all about the men.

Every day, I take poz cock without hesitation, without question. Many of my long-term lovers are hiv positive. Perhaps my favourite is an older black man who has been infected for probably twenty years. I am madly in love with him and his fabulous dick. He fucks me many times every week. We spend nights together, and he fucks me again and again and again. I suck him, too, of course, and eat his very well fucked ass. He also eats my equally well-fucked ass. He shares his friends, who are all also hiv positive. He is a known quantity, though. I take lots and lots of anonymous and strange cock.

I am still negative, but it is a wonder why and how. It may be my lifetime abroad. It may be all the pee and shit I drink and eat. It may be other natural immunities. It may be my malaria – 22 years in francophone west and central west Africa. Whatever it is, I never worry, or care, or fear. I love, I prefer, hot toxic cum from men who recklessly fuck anyone and everyone they choose.

There is an introduction for you. I am serious. I am a devoted faggot, a filthy faggot, a bold and crazy faggot. There is nothing else that I would rather do, that I do better.