So, have been on the herbal estrogen (Solaray black cohosh based blend); recently added Thai pueraria murifica to the mix. Saw my tits visibly bounce when going down stairs the other day; more noticeable through a shirt now, and getting rounded and pointy. Good that they're the appropriate shape. Nipples and areolae are twice the size they were before I started, and very sensitive. My lips have gotten plumper, face more rounded, hips in a new place higher up. Silhouette from the front doesn't look particularly male any more, butt really sticks out on back and sides. I'm seriously filling out my chinos these days; wouldn't be surprised if my coworkers have noticed changes. Losing some upper body muscle mass, even though I continue to keep my strength up with weights; my wrists are getting limp, and those and my hips naturally sway when I walk. Going on a couple of months out since I started.

The changes are becoming visible to others, certainly. Had a black guy call me a faggot on the train the other day, and I got kind of excited. Also had some construction workers refer to me in Spanish as I passed by on a different day as a little bitch. Gotta watch myself.

Found a supposedly TG-friendly primary care doctor I'm planning on going to see soon. Will have some explaining to do to get my medical records up to date, of course. We'll see how that goes; he'll have to be pretty open-minded, so I'll have to be sure I can trust him.

Was edging quite a bit the other day, so much so that I came a little as soon as I slid a dildo in slowly. I'm liking to be penetrated more and more these days; a dick in my ass and nipple play is what does it for me now.

Love to suck as well, but the continuing persistent cough continues to curtail that more than a bit. Said cough is getting to be sufficiently much of a problem that it's affecting my marriage; I've had to sleep apart from my wife for a month and change at this point so I don't wake her up multiple times during the night with the coughing. I've barely been able to leave the house other than to go to work; every time I do I have an allergy attack that sets off coughing fits and sets me back in the healing process. I have to wonder if the estrogen supplements are a complicating factor, since I started on them within a week of when the coughing started. Thus, I'm going off them for a while to see if it helps. Hopefully my T is low enough at this point that the changes won't just reverse. Also getting an air purifier to see if that helps.

I should put things on hold at this point anyway; I've gotten to the point where if I push it any farther, I'm into lifestyle change territory, and will have to make some uncomfortable life decisions. Overall, I have a pretty happy, well-adjusted, and comfortable lifestyle, other than the mild gender dysphoria issues. As long as they continue to be mild,  I'm OK. If they cease to be so mild, I will have to give up most of my current life and start a new one, and the uncertainty of that is a sobering prospect right now.