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The path I'm on.
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Circumstances. Keeping an open mind. Spending too much time holding on to the past. A lot of what put me on this path is immensely personal hence divulging it serves no real purpose. The gist being that I failed to emotionally move on from a woman who I couldn't bring myself to replace. Quite depressing so I'll move on. I was raised being told not to judge people hence keeping an open mind. Sex. As long as it's consenting adults does it matter if it male female, female female or male male? No. Signing up on this site played a big part. I'm naturally quiet. Was I hoping secretly more men would chat to me. Yes I was. That happened. I did not expect to meet anyone physically. That happened very quickly. Fanny around and think it all through or just go for it and consider my actions after. Another blog I read on here is from a chap who says he had a hard time accepting his actions being involved with men. Him coming from a straight background. I wasn't at all nervous. No part of becoming sexually involved with another male felt even remotely wrong to me. Yes it is very different to what I'm used to. Intense is a word that comes up a lot. I agree entirely. Most of all. I enjoyed it. I still enjoy it. It isn't like I've become a different person. A more experienced person yes. Currently I am attempting to move from the Web based situation of meeting men. The most nervous I have got was asking a chap out for a drink. Last night. A rainbow belt buckle was quite a clue to his sexual inclination. He accepted. All being well I'm meeting him later. Myself now. I think I am happy on this new path I'm on. To answer someone who wanted an update. Yes of course I do more than flirt now. I am just involved at present with men. By definition. That puts me in the gay male category. I accept that as it's a fact. Even though I'm not a great fan of being categorised. I'll leave the highly explicit blog entry to R78 who is a good friend. There's your update!
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Posted on : May 20, 2015
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Commented on May 21, 2015
It sounds like you're totally comfortable with where you are right now and that's the only approval anyone needs. As for categories, I'm not sure they're terribly helpful are they!
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Commented on May 21, 2015
Cool update!!! Lol and not one mention of the "F" word or a "BJ"!!! Nah, seriously I really admire you're total outlook on how you're taking your new path, there's a lil hint in there too that those feelings ain't just a sudden thing. I suppose on here there's a higher exposure to homoerotica and guys that are up for it, so signing up sorta gave you that push! Oh yeah, hope your date went well last night too!!! Lol thank for the namecheck too!!!
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