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So my breasts are just visible through a sweater now and bounce a bit when I go down stairs, and I definitely have a wiggle in my walk. I should probably call a halt to the hormones before I need to wear a bra, as that might be awkward, and would force my hand in certain life decisions. I am amused to discover that I now have bigger tits than some of my female relatives. Still in the plausible deniability zone, though, just, as I know men my age that have comparable tits, although they generally have potbellies to go with it and no ass. My tits can still be mistaken for pecs, but maybe not for much longer. I caught my reflection in a glass door today and my silhouette isn't quite male any more.
Banged the hell out of myself last night with my toys; lots of fun. Practice keeps it resilient, Kegel exercises keep it tight and muscular.
It occurred to me that it might be fun to wear a scent that I like, and that would definitely be a sort of very mild advertisement to the sensitive. After some research, I really like sandalwood, musk, and citrus, so got a little sampler bottle of Donna Karan Cashmere Mist, which turns out to be lovely; I want to wear it every day!
Got a transgender pride bracelet at the same time, just to spit in fate's eye. :)
It also occurred to me that, even though I still have body hair and don't crossdress, I'm physically a non-op transsexual at this point, colloquially referred to as a shemale. I'm amused by that too, as it seems I'm approaching the general gender territory of my first really great lay. I think I actually spotted the partner in question on XHamster the other day...
Turns out estrogen is my favorite drug. It makes me much more even-tempered and happy, gives me body features I like, and makes me more emotionally connected to my wife, and I like being fucked all the more. I get teary-eyed over things I didn't used to, but that's all right. I feel good things more strongly and even colors are brighter. My lady seems to enjoy snuggling into my tits, even if she's not consciously aware she's doing it.
XOXO PHM
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