Finally with some days to myself having moved half way across the country mid semester for school. A change of location, a change of pace. Some time to think about all that has been happening, or had been happening in the last couple months.

I had a girlfriend.

We were talking about marriage after college. We were taking it 'slow' in the area of sex.

I had an affair with a 39 year old woman. She seduced me. I let it happen.

Ok, look. I'm 20. I'm horny. My girlfriend and I had only had sex once and she was adament about taking it slow. And then comes along a woman who just absolutely blew my mind. Though i must admit she started the process of blowing my mind by blowing my cock. I can honestly say that, from the point in time that that started happening, things pretty much went down hill with my relationship with my girlfriend. Somewhere in the last two months, we broke up amidst my being led into the most erotic experiences of my life by an older woman. In the midst of having the most amazing sex i couldnt even have imagined. 

With said older woman. And with a slightly younger 'friend' of hers that she 'shared' with me. On several occasions.

oh fuckme im hard again.