An Imagefap member bdsmcartoonguy69 sent me the following message:

"Hope you have fun here and would love to hear more of you and your husbands hardcore experiences."

Up until his death my husband and I had a great sex life. I know a lot of married women look at sex as a sense of duty or a necessary evil. Some wives are not enthusiastic about oral sex or let alone anal sex. Hands down sucking cock is one of my favorite things to do, and my husband loved it. He loved blowjobs especially in risky areas like a car in the parking garage, the balcony of a hotel room or cruise ship, and etc. Anal sex was another item that added spice to our time in the bedroom. I also have no qualms about swallowing or doing facials. My husband often liked to titty-fuck, especially after my augmentation, and usually finished it with a climax on my face. He was a big cummer. He acted like a little boy who enjoyed fingering painting when he would cum on may face. In several of the hardcore videos we use to watch there often was cocksucking after some anal action. Out of the blue one night while we were engaged in anal sex I pulled away from him, whirled around, and started sucking him. He was in seventh Heaven. He loved it when I had special costumes like a nurse, maid, and etc.  He also loved all the lingerie.

Once we had the house to ourselves after I son left for college. Our sexual experiences increased to include different items. First was my husband watching me with another guy. From there in went to me doing him and another guy at the same time. Often he would watch me with more than one guy. Once we tried were myself and another lady satisfied him. In the end the most frequent thing was me fucking multiple guys, sometimes with him participating, and sometimes just watching. We experimented with different types of penetrations. He also enjoyed watching me with black guys.

Over our 20 years together we had fun sexually, and I enjoyed every minute of it. I miss him tremendously. I truly have no plans to remarry right now. I plan to spend the rest of my 40's, the 50's, and even my 60's enjoying the smorgasbord of men out there with no strings attached.