Nearly 2 years ago I tried to make myself a complete sissy slut and destroy my male self respect. 

For 6 months I followed every sissy rule I was set and I felt my sissy side coming out completely. But then work made me move, to a new town, new office and new life. In this new town I meet my now current girlfriend and I realized that I am not 100% sissy. Part of me is a relatively vanilla hetro male and part of me is a completely wanton sissy slut. 

But my relationship with my girlfriend made me change the course of my life and stop following all my sissy rules. My sissy slut side now comes out when I am alone and in my darkest imaginations. 

But some of the sissy rules I started to live my life by still apply. This is what I still do even living as a normal man for most of my life. I still 

Lifestyle rules

• Only use toilets like a girl sitting/squatting
• Open doors for every female or male I can
• You need a girlie diet, nice healthy salads and food to keep you slim.
• Load sissy avatar and profile pics (no porn, so maybe like anime sissy-girl etc)
• Paint fonts and background of your profile and your posts, signatures in different colors. Preferably pink, purple, etc.
• You may only watch gay/sissy/shemale porn. for each pussy I accidentally see i must deep throat my dildo for 5 mins
• Groom yourself every day. A good grooming routine everyday, is taking a shower, and shaving. Apply body lotion.
• Keep a diary. Draw girly stuff in it, like hearts, other cartoon characters, flowers and write poems and stories and so on.

• I may only masturbate like a girl, rubbing the head of you cock with 1 finger only, no stroking for you.
• Never EVER stroke your penis like a boy. You do not have a penis so this is no longer an option. You only have a clitoris. Your penis is now and forever a beautiful clitoris.
• You now also have a very pretty smooth silky pink pussy. You love your pussy as it is your primary source of sexual relief.
• You can only masturbate whilst wearing very cute girly attire. At the very least very sassy and pretty panties and bra.
• You must pout and round your lips in to the shape of a letter "o" and only make the sound "ohhh!".
• When you climax you must cry out and pant (or scream) just as a girl would climax.
• I must never cum with out permission, can be permission from a known contact or a random stranger I beg in a chat room
• I must taste my cum every time I orgasm from Masturbation