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Need to relive some of my youth
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New layer...
Years ago when I was in my very early 30s I had a live in girl friend that showed me a very different sex life than I was used to and I can tell you it changed me forever. She 1st turned me on to porn and reading stories together and watching each other get off. Things got real interesting when we went to a nude beach and I found out she was very into watching and being watched, man it was fun. After about a year together she wanted to do a 3some with another guy and I agreed if we would also do it with another girl.
We went out that Friday and it was on she started getting very frisky and putting on a show for a couple guys that were there. She picked one out and we went out to his car to smoke a joint and while there she started playing with both our cocks and told him she wanted to blow him then and there, I just smiled and she went for it. We never made it back into the club but at his apt and had our 1st MFM that lasted long into the early morning hours. She was so hot and loved every second of it and that in itself made it over the top for me. We did this many times and enjoyed it more than I can explain. We never did do the FmF 3some and things happened that drove us apart much to my regret these days as I wonder where it would have gone.
Thing is I want to do it again so bad it haunts me daily. I am married in a sexless marriage and the wife would never do such a thing ever. She has no interest in sex at all due to cancer and many female problems and I will not leave her nomatter what but want so bad to relive this and have some fun before its to late in life to do so if its not already.
Are there really couples out there into this or is it all just made up staged stuff I see here in the photo sections?
Anybody want to offer help or how to go about makeing it happen?
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Posted on : Mar 3, 2015
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Commented on Mar 15, 2015
Thanks for the response to my blog. Very well written and thoughtful.
Thank you
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Commented on Mar 3, 2015
I feel for you. Any you're right, time is fleeting and the longer you wait the harder it will be to get your sex life back.
There are plenty of couples out there that are in need of a guy. The problem is a high percentage want single guys only and prefer younger.
This is not the place to look for couples. Great for lots of porn, not so great for hookups. You want to go to Adult Friend Finder dot com. No other place has as many couples looking for men.
Now the tough part. Many (maybe up to half) are looking for bi guys. You have to decide if trying sex with guys works for you. Trust me, an amazing number of married guys in their 40's, 50's, and 60's turn to other men for sex as the number of available women in those age groups gets fewer and fewer.
Check out Craigslist personals as well. You will find most of the ads are for men looking for men. Not because they are gay, simply because their needs can't be met any other way. I know a ton of men who turned to bi sex in my small town alone. (me included)
You can look for women on Craigslist but all you will find are whores and scams with a few rare exceptions. You do find real couples on Craigslist though so check it out.
Bottom line. You had an experience most men never have and can only fantasize about. At least you had it!
As for "cheating" on your wife. Many well respected people agree it is critical for humans to have a healthy sex life and if the marriage can't provide it then going outside the marriage is the better option. Of course be discreet. Others will vehemently disagree, Fuck em, they have no right to impost their morality on others.
Be the best husband you can be for your wife. Treat her like an angel. But don't make her suffer by her finding out you are miserable due to a lack of sex. That's even worse than her finding out you have gone elsewhere for it.
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