Ohhhhhh Maddie..... ohhh sweetheart.... :)

If my messages made you sweat and wet as you say, yours here have my heart about to pound out of my chest... and a definite swelling in my pants... Thank you thank you thank you for putting so much thought into your messages and response to my LONG messages from yesterday. I clearly had a lot on my mind (just as clearly as you did/do too). I agree with everything you say here... I am so glad we're almost entirely on the same page and, like you say, our sexual desires run in such parallel fashion. :) I especially like hearing you say that we will always have private time just for the two of us. That can be us together making love or just us cuddling up and talking.. I'm good with both Maddie....

Of course, what you say about a baby is true... the thought of you carrying a baby inside you that might or might not be mine will drive me crazy. But likewise will the thought of you being with a lover that you like so much that you will submit to his desires regarding me.... um... Yes, we'll cross that bridge when (or IF) we get to it. My heart is pounding thinking about that, but not sure yet if it's a good pounding or not! :) And also sweetheart... I fully understand you "playng it by ear" in terms of telling your lovers or talking about your hubby. I see that some men would feel one way and others differently and so I fully support you discretion in those situations. And, if I ever ask you to invite a lover over, all you have to tell me is, "he doesn't know you know" and I will be good.

I'm curious but is "jealousy" part of your cuckolding program also. Of course, you don't have to answer that because if it IS, then telling me might ruin the impact of it. But if it's not, then I do have to confess that in our brief interaction last night, you mentioning that you'd been in touch with Troy and then wearing the dress HE got you and not the one I did... certainly worked. Ha... I was jealous. Forgive me Maddie for my weakness there?

your sugar...