Journal #1          2-25-2015

It has been a blessing to receive free Internet Explorer on my Xbox 360. Now I can watch porn videos on a big flat hi def screen, instead of my little computer screen, which is not bad by itself at all. But now that I have access to unlimited porn in my living room, things have been getting “weirder.” 
 So last night I had an idea to make like a rope thong thing. The first thing I did was put on my trusty Red Gimp mask that I love so much. After that, I tied a good, soft, but think piece of rope around my balls. Then I tied the other end in between the links of my hand cuffs (man I wish they were the fuzzy kind, then again the added sensation from the cold metal digging into your skin isn’t too bad either.) Then I synched the rope up so the length of rope between the knot around my balls and the handcuffs was pretty short and guaranteed to rub uncomfortably against my asshole. I had also made sure to do a thorough ‘scrubbing’ of the undercarriage beforehand. I had several ‘Sissy Hypno’ and ‘BBC Domination’ videos lined up on my cue and all I needed to do was lock my cuffs. With the added tension from the rope, it was more difficult to properly restrain myself. However, once I was linked up, the feel of the rope grinding in between my butt cheeks was amazing.                                                                                                                                   I lowered myself onto my knees and immediately felt the tightness and friction against my asshole. I had to lean forward to give my arms enough slack to operate the controller and found that moving my arms even slightly only intensified the experience. I stayed there, on my knees, for close to 20minutes watching the videos and mentally obeying all the commands.  Feeling even more humiliated and worthless then usual, my erection was immediate and lasting. I decided it was time to finish, but I still wanted to feel the rope against me while I came. I undid the handcuffs and found a leather belt and put the belt around my naked waist. I then hoisted the line up my butt crack and wrapped it around the back of my belt, then tied it tight. Now we were cooking with gas! Walking around, bending over, even dancing, felt restrictive and demeaning, in other words, perfect! After enjoying that for a little longer, I got back down on my knees and found a video with a white guy, tied face down on a bed, while a black shemale sits on his back. She then slides down his body, put here cock between his ass cheeks and started jacking off her dick like she was titty fucking a chick. I imagined that I was that guy, held down and used like that. The rope was still quite tight against my own ass and that only added to the experience. I busted as hard as a god damn cannon 2 seconds later.                                                                      After the clean up, I put my toys away, and reflected upon the previous adventure. I plan on doing something similar whenever I get some free time, but when I do it then, I’m going to use a lot more rope!