woke up this morning at 430 with a raging hard on did not find a pool of cum so guessing did not have a "wet dream" yet so on we go i am starting to have issues sleeping dont know if that has any thing to do with the race 

 i'm on a chat site i found a while ago and had a profile setup on for months has deleted my account they did this a couple days ago so i made a new one and then found it gone the next day once more i made a new account and it was gone this morning hint taken i am not going to make a new one i like imagefap better any way

looked at porn got hard and worked up but did not cum  

played with the PS for a little bit this morning had it in for at least an hour maby more when i was cleaning today did not cum

took some time to "set" the mood and had a full hour of anal play i gave myself an enema, fingered myslef, played with the PS and got a good fantasy and did NOT touch my penis but did not cum

starting to wonder if i have to get my self hard in my hand then start to give the prostate its stimulation but that is not the goal i must remember what the goal is

the goal is to cum in my wifes mouth

 tried getting my self hard with my hand and ready to cum then stoped and started to play witn my dildoe and did not cum