woke up throuht out the night with a hard on couldent get comfortable use to masturbate and go back to sleep in the past started to then remebered bout the "race" so stopped myslef before cum

woke up in the morning with hard on fondeled it for 40 min no cum

 looked at porn rock hard no cum

put PS in and played with it 30 min no cum 

was so close with PS tried to use dildoe worked it in and out for another 30 min no cum 

started to rub my penis got it hard and then went back to using the dildoe still no cum

 i am able to get myself close but cant get over that peak 

maybe what i am thinking is getting close is just the start maybe i have to push a little longer ?

cant help but think when my wife does start to suck my cock next time this race mght be over

i think back to when i would masturbate  and think there was alot of cum when would not JO for a day  and even more if it was 2 days.  how much will it be now?