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My training is progressing nicely - as nice as I could hope for considering I do not yet have a dominant bull master. My training is in the hands of my wife who was thrilled to find these photos of me and learn my secret. She said she always knew I was different from all her other lovers before me and that because my cock is so small, she's not surprised that I am a closet faggot. She loves the idea of seeing me sissified and objectified in front of her. We have yet to make that happen but as I said, my training is moving forward. She now has me wearing ladies' panties full time - even to work. I no longer even own a pair of boxers.
Also, we have completely abandoned making love in a normal hetero manner. Even though we are madly in love, our sex life is comprised of me cumming only as a sissy and never as a real man. Either she will fuck me soundly with her 6" strap on or she will demand that I fuck myself with my 7" dildo while I pull my little sissycock. Either way, I can only cum if I have something in my ass (or my pussy, as she calls it). I am also never permitted to orgasm without cleaning it up. She has taken to feeding it to me on a spoon. I cannot believe how much I love to eat my own cum in front of her.
I am starting to have more opportunties to dress up and although I am still a bit embarrassed to be so unlike a real man around her, it is still somehow the most amazing thrill to just let go and know that she knows exactly what I am and what I want and need to be. I am hopeful that I will get to realize my dream of being a fully trained cuckold sissy slut and have a strong feeling that it will happen this year.
We hope to find the right Master that can accept us as a couple even though she is not submissive. While we are more than willing to share her body and allow her to enjoy a real man's prowess while I watch and wait for my opprtunity to gratefully cleanup the mess left in her pussy, she is not into the submissive role - it's just not in her make-up. However, she will most definitely be happy to satisfy any man that will make me his faggot bitch in front of her. I should say that we are very happily married. That said, she understands and accepts that I am just not a real man in the bedroom and am completely wired to love cock. Cock is all I think about. Sucking cock, riding cock, living to serve a Master's cock. I hope he's out there...
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