It just occured to me that I don't use this blog session as much as I might like to so here's a first entry for 2015 involving my mistress/girlfriend. Sorry for the spelling errors and feel free to comment. Enjoy ;)

We were shopping for most of the day and she made a note of my reaction to all the women that passed us by, fondling me briefly whenever we were out of sight. After we shopped, She made me rent a hotel room (we call it a guest house but really it's a no-tell motel deal). As soon as the door was locked, she grabbed me roughly and ordered me to strip and change into a pink training bra and panties that were really tight on me. Once I had them on I was told to put on bright red lipstick. After I changed she had me kneel at the side of the bed while she turned off the air conditioning then sat down with my briefs and started to humiliate me, telling me she was embarassed that I was her boyfriend, getting hard so easily in public and watching all the girls when she was right there. She pointed out the wet sticky spot in my briefs, saying that I had no right getting horny without her permission, making me apologise then wiping the wet spot all over my nose and mouth, saying that she was doing it for our own good, so she'd be the only person I'd get hot for.

She told me to kneel in the corner, facing the wall with my hands on the wall and my legs apart while she called me a filthy sissy and I shouldn't look while she got more comfortable. I stayed there, hearing nothing but her voice, commanding me to admit I was a sissy, that I needed to masturbate to stay faithful. When she was ready she told me to put my ass in the air. I did and I felt my panties move aside and something firm and slimy touch my asshole. I relaxed and felt myself fill up on a thick buttplug and as i swallowed it to the base she smacked my rear and said angrily that it was there so I wouldn't give my sissy ass up to any real men. My panties were put back into place and I was ordered to tun and face her.

She had taken off her clothes and was now wearing a see through bra and a pair of lacy boyshorts. I could feel my dick swell in my panties but since I tucked it to point down it was a bit uncomfortable and I couldn't adjust myself. On all fours she led me back to the side of the bed and told me to hop on. As I did she pulled my head to her chest. I knew what I was expected to do and I began to lick at her nipples through the thin fabric. She sighed and put her hand into my bra and pinched my nipple between her nails. I moaned a little, making her start telling me off again about getting turned on too easily. I pulled off just long enough to whimper an apology. Soon I was past licking her nipples and was now suckling them bare and leaving traces of lipstick after she pulled her bra away and  placed her hand down her panties to masturbate, breathing hard and sighing. This continued with my penis getting more uncomfortable and a wet spot now soaking through the fabric of my panties.

As she got closer to her own orgasm she stopped and pushed me off her and the bed, yelling that I didn't deserve to get her off for the way I got horny today and ordered me back into the corner to kneel and face the wall to calm down. I stayed like that until she realised my penis had gone soft again and she told me to face her but stay in the corner. Still on my knees I did so and she was on the floor about 5 feet away laying on the floor,her panties gone and her hairy bush on display, propped up by a pillow and her massager in one hand and a condom in the other which she threw to me. She said we were going to play a game called "may I" I would ask to do something to masturbate and she would tell me yes or no.

First I asked: may I come closer?
she said No
May I get naked?
No. but you can pull your panties down and expose yourself
may I play with my buttplug?
No. you may only play with your dick using 2 fingers and pinch your nipples and use the condom to collect your cum that's all.
May I watch you?
Yes but only watch.
May I begin now?
No. Sissies don't cum until they're told. You'll start when I tell you to.

She turned on her massager and began to rub it against her nipples. almost instantly I could feel myself swell uncomfortably again. Not too long after she switched from rubbing her nipples to exposing her clit and placing the massager on it, using her juices as lube. Because she was masturbating before it wasn't long until she was sighing and moaning again

You may begin, she said
may I?
yes you may.

I pulled my panties halfway down my thigh and my penis eagerly flopped out half erect and wet with precum. I pulled my foreskin back and tore open the condom wrapper. I unrolled it half way then unrolled the next half over my penis (something we've decided on when we started our sessions). I put two fingers on my penis and stroked slowly while I put my other hand in my bra and tweaked my nipple.

Look at you, she said. Look at how easy you agree to do this  just so you can watch me and get off! It serves you right to kneel there and just watch. If you weren't getting hard everytime the wind blows maybe we could just make out. I can't believe my boyfriend is such a submissive horny sissy! You're lucky I like you or I'd tell every woman you know and expose you! Why don't you just admit it, this gets you off!

It's true, I moan. I'm a sissy and your bitch to order around. All I can do is watch you and masturbate my dick for you. Command me, please? I want you to be the only person I can get hard for. Let me please you!

Not too long after that she shuddered from her orgasm. I slowed my strokes as she cleaned herself, using my briefs as her cumrag. When she was finished she looked at me and geve me permission to stroke faster. I did just that and as I was about to cum she made me take my hands off and place them over my head. my penis jerked and a pearl of cum formed at the tip. with another a little jerk a small trickle began to flow into the resevior of the condom. with a few more jerks, days worth of cum filled the tip.

She came over and kissed me on the lips as I began to go soft and pulled a little to get any leftover cum out and took off the condom. She emptied its contents onto my briefs on the floor then took me by the arm and led me to the bed.

We lay down next to each other and I apologised for being such a sissy to which she said that she didn't care as long as she was the only person I turned to for release. We both put our panties back on and began to kiss passionately, our bodies grinding against each other until we split apart.

Out of pity she gave me her massager and allowed me to masturbate her while I suckled her again. Her second climax was stronger, making her hug my head to her chest while I pushed the massager on her hard. When she came down from her climax she put it between my legs, stimulating my balls and making the buttplug inside me shake and vibrate on my prostate. She reached over and gave me another condom and told me not to get my sissy cum on her. I put it on like I had the last one and she turned me on my side and put the massager to my penis while I held the headboard. Still sensitive from my first orgasm I came a smaller load in no time, thanking her everytime my penis jerked.

We lay back and relaxed for a while, gathering ourselves. I had gone soft again and she once again took me condom off and threw its contents on my briefs. We were both sweaty since the room was closed up and the air conditioning was off.She took me by the arm again and led me to the bathroom.

In the bathroom we took off our panties and got into the shower where she made me wash her body. When I got to her pussy she stopped me and told me I didn't deserve to touch there yet. She told me to sit in the tub as she took the loofa from my hand and began to rub herself, making me watch as she had another quick climax. After washing herself clean, she washed me, using the same lavender scented shower gel. But when she got to my penis she washed me quickly, making me pass out the buttplug that was still in me and washing it myself. When we had finished we dried off and She told me to wait in the bathroom. She left and came back with my briefs and told me this was my reward for being obedient today. With that, she began to stroke me, covering my penis with the briefs and stroking me hard and fast until I came but spurted very little cum.

I was ordered to wear them home as she packed up, my final humiliation for the day, to walk around with three loads of my own cum in my pants. When she saw me squirm in them a little she laughed and said that my reward was having her pussy juice from her first orgasm smeared on the inside with all my cum.