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Chastity diary
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Day 1 after 1 week in chastity, released for 1 night with 2 ruined orgasms to SPH porn.
Was so humiliated after the first ruined orgasm, deleted all my humiliating porn and put away my cock cage with intentions of disposing of it later.
20 minutes later I was hard again desperately looking for more. Came again for more SPH porn and went to sleep in a submissive mindset.
Woke up this morning and immediately locked myself back up, intending to go another week before allowing a single ruined orgasm. I'm already as horny as I was yesterday, and this is only day one. First time ruining orgasms and now I realize that this is the perfect way to satisfy and reinforce my loser behavior without full satisfaction causing me to re-think it. More to come as the day follows.
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Posted on : Jan 20, 2015
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Commented on Jan 20, 2015
Night 1
Found a lot of good humiliating material to feel aroused to, have been leaking pre-cum constantly to these reminders of my inferiority.
http://www.imagefap.com/photo/681630915/?pgid=&gid=4073853&page=0
http://www.imagefap.com/photo/1696529326/?link=thm
Finding a new passion for the thought of being a woman's human wallet.. I could only hope that I would get the opportunity to do more: Paint her nails, clean her house, bring her whatever she wants. Hoping to train myself to expect nothing, and to always treat women as my superiors.
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