An update to my earlier post, things I have done since the middle of last year.  I am so disgusted and ashamed of myself  for doing these things but I can't stop thinking about them and I know I would do them all again with no hesitation.

 

1 I got chatting to a married guy in a gay bar,  his wife was away for a few days and I ended up going back to his place.  I dressed up in his wife's sexiest lingerie then let him bareback me. I filled his wife's panties with my sissy cum about 5 minutes before he filled my ass with a huge load. Like a lot of guys he got uncomfortable with things after he came so I had to leave quickly and get a taxi home. Once I got home I stripped off and fingered myself so I could l lick and suck his cum off my fingers.

 

2 I met another guy at a different bar and even after one of the regulars warned me he had a bit of bad reputation i still went back to his flat. He stripped me naked then put me in a little pair of white cotton panties. He told me I was a very naughty girl and needed to be punished and so put me over his lap and started to spank me nice and firmly. I got so horny I was rubbing myself against his thighs, the tip of my hard sissy clit poking out the top of the panties. I got too carried away with the rubbing and spanking and made a cummy mess on his trousers. He told me I was a disgusting dirty little bitch and used his belt on my thighs back and ass, the marks took about 2 weeks to disappear. After he finished beating me, he told me to clean up my mess so I licked and sucked my cum stain from his trousers. I could feel his hard cock through his trousers but he slapped my face when I tried to get it in my mouth. After that he took me in to the bathroom and made me squat down in the bath tub. He stood in front of me and pulled his cock out, I wanted to suck it so bad but he just stood there pointing it at me for ages until eventually he directed a stream of hot piss over my face.