I am using ImageFap as a means of expressing my longings and lusts as I journey through emotional rehabilitation. I have kicked alcoholism with the aid of my wife Vivian, who has also encouraged me to attend church and learn a Christian way. She is also a psychological counsellor, which is how we met, and is now helping me through my emotional and sexual problems. She is much older than me and already this has helped because my sexual needs are linked to an emotional longing for motherly love. She has always looked for a younger vulnerable man to care for emotionally and sexualy, so we are lucky to have found each other. She is monitoring my uploads and activity her as a way of guiding me through my psychological and emotional rehabilitation. She has assured me that the sexual images themselves are not the problem - in fact she enjoys looking at many of them herself and it fuels our love making. But she says it is inportant for me to work through the emotional dependencies which are generating my need for these visual experssions.

So here is my first upload - a selection of images capturing the beauty of older women, sexually and emotionally. There will be many more uploads as I progress.

Please comment if you wish to share my journey of discovery.