Do you enjoy being a cuckold?

 Did make you hard when you found out?

She started preparing me to be a cuckold a few years ago, when she brought up the "fantasy" of her getting fucked by another man. We roleplayed. She told me it was just a fantasy, so I accepted it as such. I had mine and she had hers. Normal right? But this fantasy evolved quite rapidly. She started ridiculing my penis and stated that it doesn't satisfy her. We bought a big dildo. That became "the lover". She started to encourage me to masturbate while she told me her fantasy. She teased me that this was turning me on - to let my wife fuck another man.

 She forced me to accept that I could masturbate and cum only when she allowed it. It was hot and kinky. I sort of accepted the power exchange,  having been brought up by a dominant mom. I fell into the role of the obedient son-turned-husband. I guess she exploited my weakness to get what she wanted. Finally I had to plead her during our mutual masturbation sessions or rare occasions when we had sex to take a hung lover if I wanted to cum. This became a staple in our love life. She teased me along the lines of "Poor little hubby, wants his wife to be satisfied by real men." She would always promise to do it just as I was about to cum as if to validate that I actually wanted this. She would talk about "my little fantasy", as if it was mine to begin with.

This went on and on. I had learned the art of eating a pussy from her and she constantly reminded me that I was good at sucking not fucking pussy. 

So early this year she went to a work related party, she came back drunk and horny. Since we hadn't made love for the better part of a month I jumped at the occasion. It started like usually, I had to ask her to fuck other men and then prepare her for her "hung lover" so she straddled my face and I started linking as she was masturbating me. She then asked me if I liked licking her creampied cunt and before I could answer lowered herself on my mouth. She started vigorously masturbating me and admitting that she had done what "I wanted" and made "my fantasy" true. I came.

She used that later to validate her actions and she admitted that she had cuckolded me the year before. I felt terrible.  I was humiliated and hurt. We talked for hours that evening and on the weeks to come. In the end she told me to either accept the fact of being a good cuckold or face separation and divorce. 

I thought about it hard and finally sort of accepted it as a fact. I haven't given up hope yet in my heart and when she gets me horny it's becoming easier and easier to beg her to keep cuckolding me and thanking her when she does it.

So there you have it a long answer to a short question.