I was 43 and I was having doubts about my sexuality. When I got married I was totally straight, but then I got curious. I went down to our nude beach and I was lying there naked in the sun when this fellow about fifty walked by and said HEY and I said HEY back and then he kept walking. However, he turned around and came back and sat behind me. I knew he was watching and I got hard. He said HEY and I thought that he was angry, but he montioned for me to come over and sit beside him which I did. Then he went down on me and gave me the best blow-job I ever had. There was a couple in the water and the girl was laughing at us, but we didn't care. Then he went to kiss me and I freaked, I had never kissed a man before and the thought kind of repulsed me. But then he tried again and the next thing I knew was that his tongue was against mine and I just gave in. He cuddled me in his strong arms and ran his fingers through my hair and I was hooked big time. Of course the girl in the water was really laughing hard by now :-).