So I am going to write this for one reason and one reason only.

I want my g/f to find this.

I have not been masterbating for a long time now, in hopes to get my libido up mainly. I constantly tell her that I never touch myself, its a lie. I do. I mean hell who doesnt? 

What I really want though is to be locked in chastity.

I want her to control when I cum.

I know she wants to get pregnant. So at this point she could just lock me up until her most fertile days and then either milk me and rub it into herself, or let me fuck her.

i want her to milk me to be honest. I want to be denied all sexual pleasure. I take that back I want to be edged to the point of cumming but never being allowed to cum.

I want my girlfriend to lock me into chastity, and when she milks me, take my milking and push it in herself and when she feels it was enough make me clean her with my tongue.