The reason I wanted to go to a nudist beach or club was because I wanted people to see me in the nude, Sherri said. I don't think I've got a body like Marilyn Monroe or anything like that. I just wanted to be seen naked. At the same time, I didn't dare do it on my own. I confessed to my friend Annie and she said she'd come with me though she wouldn't undress herself. We found a nudist beach which said it was mixed to go to and I shaved off my pubic hair for the first time for the occasion and hoped my mom wouldn't find out. As it turned out, the beach was very busy and almost everyone was naked except for Annie and some other women who wore swimsuits. I soon realised two things. When everyone's nude, nobody looks at you very much (unless your pretty, which I'm not) and if they do, it's as if they don't actually notice your naked body. It was nice to have nothing on in public but less exciting than I'd hoped. I got Annie to take some photos of me in my bedroom and we put those on an Internet site but I didn't get any feedback, even though I was showing everything, which was disappointing. There's not much point in showing your body to people if you don't know about it even if it was nice to imagine guys masturbating for me. But I did notice that I liked it at the beach when I was naked and Annie wore her costume and when she took the photos of me nude and she was fully dressed. I'd done some spread legs and bending over shots that I think shocked her a bit though she didn't say anything. She seemed to think there was a big difference between seeing me just naked and seeing me very openly show off my genitals and my bottom. That's when I realised I wasn't a nudist, I was an exhibitionist. I saw a site called, I think, Nudes a Poppin and I realised that what I really wanted was to be naked in front of clothed people and do all the lovely things the girls do to entertain them while showing off every bit of their nude bodies. I've done more photos with Annie which are really pornographic and we're working up the courage to post them here full face and with my name. I admit I'm a bit afraid of being recognised by someone I know but showing myself is such fun I think I'll overcome that. By the way, some people might wonder if there's anything going on between me and Annie. I'm afraid the answer is no, at least so far. We're both straight. When I'm naked with her, I'm pretty sure I'd let her touch me anywhere but she's never shown any sign of wanting to do it and I've never asked.