I'm on the graveyard shift again.  2 weeks into our rotation and I am exhausted, but unable to sleep.  Too many Nuvigil tablets, slamming down too many caffeinated drinks, my heart is palpitating and my piss looks like tea.  I can't do this forever, but I must keep going.   I need to feed my daughter and provide for my family.  They are my life now and I have abdicated my needs for theirs, and will do so until I die.  7 A.M., time to go home, 2 more nights to go.  

 My manic phase from coming off of those pills has long since faded, luckily my desire for her has not.  She's home, not working today.  I didn't waste time.  I needed her touch, I needed to be enclosed in her gentle reign.  I knelt in front of her, throwing my glasses on the floor.   I was burning with desire.  I wanted her to make me feel good like only she knows how to.

We make it to our room, and I am sucking down her sweet nectar from her tongue, her soft shapely feet caresses my skin.  I have surrendered myself to her and she kisses me all over my neck.  She knows how much I like that. I'm so turned on by her that I am not even paying much attention to her feet but I can feel them leaving their blissful presence on me.  Her kisses leaving glistening rays of ecstasy as I can smell her, taste her.  

 She is now kneeling above me.  I know what is coming and I cringe really hard.  I always do this when she smothers my face with her tits.  After sucking and slobbering on them for awhile she gets herself ready.  I am now sucking on her neck and chest and she pushes them hard on my face.  She grabs my cock, I can now feel her hot lips, I move in...slowly.  It is alway that first push inside her that I love the most as I can feel her hot, wet pussy sliding all the way down to my balls.  A little faster, then I can feel that gush of wetness inside her, it runs down my balls.  Now she is fucking me really hard, that smack smack smack smack sound of flesh slamming into each other.  I can't breathe in her neck but I don't care, I'm getting hotter and our sweat is rubbing between us.  I felt it, that moment when I know I will be cumming inside her.  It is much slower this time but it is building and building and building.   I'm not there yet but it is already so strong much more than usual.  It is still getting stronger but now the cum starts to flow and I can feel my hot cum starting to fill her.  

I still can't hardly breath, but I squeeze her in closer to me, sucking up more of her smell and tasting her sweat.  The cum is flowing but it is still getting stronger, then...an explosion of pure intense overpowering bliss.  My cum is squirting inside her again and again and again and again until it slowly subsides.  We are both panting, tired, but we start kissing again, much more softly now.  We them lay in each others arms.  I can feel the softness of her feet pleasuring my legs, the taste of her lips gently touching mine.  I am sucking down her exhales slower and slower.  I don't know how much longer we laid there but I didn't care.  I was immersed in her, I was lost in her and I didn't want to go back.  I felt healed but also in a perpetual state of bliss.  But I guess we could only lay there for so long and it was time to leave our own enclave.  I hated going back, but we always have to in the end.

 "I'm going to get cleaned up."  She kisses me a little more "I love you" before going to the bathroom.  I drift off to sleep, something I desperately needed.  Her healing went beyond the time we spent together.  I know she'll be there,  and I will return.