okay, hi everybody!

it is my third day of not wearing panties, since i cut up all my panties and don't have any more.

one of you told me i should do the same thing with my bras. you have no idea how tempting this is... i am so turned on by the idea. expecially because there would be mo way to hide it from people, really, and i'm sure someone would say something at work. butg here's the thing. my boss (i am a barrista at starbucks), and my boss is sort of a dirty old man. he stairs at us, i mean he's not rude, but it's not hard to catch him looking. i just think he wouldn't fire me, so i think it's a way that i would be humiliated on the job and really get in trouble with my coworkers basically but not get fired, so... i'm thinking about it. plus the idea mykes me soooo hot i am fully lubricating even thinking about it, without even touching myself...

 okay i am about to go to work, without panties, in a short jeans skirt and a pink sleeveless top. i wish i were a blonde!

the butt plug is really easy to put in now, after only three days. i am wearing all the time. i have been wearing skirts too, and haven't worn pants. i have been intoxicated with sexy slutty feelings this whole time, and masturbating every time i am alone, including breaks at work. i am barely eating, but drinking lots of coffee! which btw makes me have to pee constantly, which i hold in until i am desperate, which also makes me insane.

 btw, sometimes when i am very very ready i can orgasm just by slapping my pussy with my hand. just slapping it really hard. but i have to work up to it by touching mysle in the normal way.

okay my plug is in, and today i am not wearing a bra. i just took it off. yes, you can tell by looking. i'm just going to see what happens.

other people who have made suggestions (like diapers or the rape suggestion) i am definitely going to do those ones too. i like it if the suggestions are made here and not in letters, but it's all okay...

luv,

-april