wow! thank you everybody for all the attention... this is so wonderful to me!

okay, after reading these suggestions, i think i am

going to buy a really thick butt plug and some lube, and i'm going to impale myself on it even if it takes all morning... then i am going to go to work with it in!!!

 i hope everyone thinks that's a great idea, it just popped into my head. i am a barrista at starbucks, so i will be on my feet all day, in a very public place. 

i also feel that i am willing to try pooping in the cat litter box. it's a little wierd for me because of the smell, and because part of the idea is that i am supposed to leave the litterbox out, so that people who come over might see it if they go into my back hall, and if they know i don't have a cat it could be awkward, and that's part of the humiliation thrill for me 

so okay, tomorrow i will go into the city and get a huge butt plug from the adult store, and then on tuesday i will wear it to work, over a pretty short skirt! oh my god! i can't afford to get fired, but i don't think i will be caught and if i am my coworkers would not tell my boss i don't think, for sure not. 

 i am also interested in needles! if someone would like to tell me exactly where i should stick them into myself and how far in, if will really try to do it. scratch that, i know i can do it, i will do it, i just want ecplicit instructions if i may.

thank you so much everybody!!! yay!!!

luv

-april